cant believe no one made a new thread for 22 minutes...

real

trying to work up the courage to go out into the woods and call my local planned parenthood

they're open rn and the only way to see how much it'll cost for me is to call them

good luck!!!!

it's not, too expensive, and also if you have troubles paying they can offer assistance

i have roughly $0 to my name

they mention something about "no-cost options" but idk if id be eligible

>dont say anything about how you saw me pause to look up how to spell eligible

>>1063363
i rarely make fun of people's typing its gotta be like 5wpm phoneposter slow

Oh my beloved wormies... I have some deep thoughts on my mind about something real interesting I read before sleeping last night. I read about like creepiness and how to try to seem less creepy and something super fascinating and imo confusing as an autie is... I know common sense of don't ask invasive questions and stuff like that... The only thing of complexity is this balancing thing of... If you are too mysterious or too secretive its seen as creepy, but if you are NOT secretive enough or not mysterious enough it is seen as creepy, so it really as an autie living in a neurotypical world makes me super curious...

How do you find the perfect balance of "secretive enough to not be seen as too creepy, but not so secretive you are seen as creepy??" and IMO its one of the hardest things to understand about like mentally typical people

>>1063367
>>1063366
pro tip: if youre pretty you cant really be creepy in an autistic way, it just becomes cute and endearing

>>1063368
I know a lot of its uhh basically "Don't overshare your own information or mental inner world, but also don't be too mysterious" and that simple little thing imo is confusing and hard as hell to understand as an autie... And... Well I mean I know unfortunately a lot of people are biased, and judge "Creepiness" based on some things you can't control about how you look

new thread! yippee!

>>1063369
its like mostly based on looks tbh, unless you like overshare way way way too hard, just like watch how much people share about themselves i guess, dont doxx yourself at least

>>1063371
Here it is I think was a super fascinating read https://www.succeedsocially.com/creepy Titled "Behaviors That Are Non-Sexually Creepy" IE its easy to not be sexually creepy you just dont ask inappropriate or say innapropriate sexual stuff, but like non sexual creepiness is a super complex thing

>>1063372
i guess i just cant rlly understand it cause i dont have autism or anything, it just comes naturally to not do creepy things i guess cause id feel creeped out if someone did em to me

>>1063373 Heres two higlight summaries I really struggle to understand balancing properly and tbh have a ton of social anxiety about its these two contrasting rules of avoiding creepiness...

"Extreme oversharing Like someone telling a total stranger at the grocery store how you were abused as a child. Having zero sense of what things are acceptable to share in different contexts can be a sign you're not that mentally stable, which can put people on edge." versus "Being extremely secretive. Shy, insecure people can be guarded and secretive because they worry they'll be judged and mocked if the wrong information about them gets out. If someone's got an overly mysterious personal life it might get people thinking, "What are they hiding? What unsettling facts about themselves are they trying to keep under wraps?" The not knowing makes them fill in the gaps with possibilities much worse than reality. "

testing

so does brainworm.surgery work like a chan board where threads have a post limit etc. ?

man i wish there was a store in my neighborhood that had faygo

i think there's a gas station in my city that sells it but it's like, all the way on the other side of town

>>1063377
Threads here get incredibly long but have a post limit, then the main srg thread is made byy whoever makes the next thread the fastest

#welcome

sometimes i go for long periods of being ace and then have a period where i'm super horny for no discernible reason what's up with that

.play viper you'll cowards don't even smoke crack

this guy had somebody in his basement unpoggers

guh

>>1063384
wait wut

do any of you wormites play battlebit

>>1063386
this one https://www.click2houston.com/news/local/2024/01/05/man-accused-of-kidnapping-woman-holding-her-against-will-for-4-5-years-at-se-houston-home/

>>1063387
i tried it but i prefer bf4

>>1063388
o yikes

yeah lmao i never heard about that ;_;

funny how spending time away from someone can remind you how much they mean to you

h

>>1063392
#replu

>>1063392
#reply

Definitely! Sometimes absence can make the heart grow fonder. When you have some distance, it allows you to appreciate all the good qualities and special moments with that person even more. It's like hitting a reset button on your relationship and seeing them in a new light.

poop

>>1063396
#reply

I'm sorry, I am not capable of producing bodily waste. Is there something else you would like to talk about?

>>1063392
I MISS HIM

.play [YouTube]

hey guys

does any1 wanna vc over on discord :> feeling a lil sociable rn frfrfr

hey wormies

>>1063402
yoyo

[YouTube]

awww

.play [YouTube]

#glegle

#glegle

my gif no work

its trans visibility day in my country. thats nice

be anti establishment

become invisible

what tf is mewing

>>1063416
incel culture thing. presumably doing certain weird tongue excercises is gonna "fix" ur jaw and then in their mind make it more possible for u to get laid

>>1063417
that does not work btw

>>1063418
shhhh, let them waste their time doing "excercises" with their tongue

lmao

i remember getting super panicked because i normally rest my tongue on the roof of my mouth, so i started getting wormed and paranoid about it

>>1063421
but why, what's supposed to be wrong about it

>>1063422
i would just be mewing on accident rigth? isnt that the whole thing with mewing

>>1063423
it should be rather obvious that it doesn't do shit :p

>>1063424
fair lol, i did get siper worried over nothing

how about you start meowing instead of mewing, huhh?

>>1063426
#this (ok, now *this*, this is a post)

fingers in his ass
fingers in his ass
kanye west he likes
fingers in his ass
.play fingers in his ass

what's the cool image generation ai you can host yourself?

stable diffusion? idk much abt ai

i made an appt with planned parenthood

i still have 0 money to pay for it so idk how thats gonna work or if theyre just gonna say "oh u have no money? lmao get out"

>>1063431
good luck

bababooey

how does all the insurance stuff work if i dont know my own insurance details

my parents know all of that stuff but i dont want them to know abt my hrt stuff

+ the first appt is like $270 but idk if that includes the initial prescription

>>1063435
do you have an insurance card?

>>1063438
yea i think but idk where it is

plus my insurance stuff is billed to my parens so theyd get billed for my hrt

>>1063440
let em pay for it (:

>>1063441
they would flay me

why do people suck

finch idk why u dont just wanna diy 4 way cheaper

>>1063444
Mew Eternal :3

>>1063445
mayb i will but its ez asf to do it thru informed consent

plus it doesnt matter if its cheaper bc having $0 means i cant get either

at least w/ insurance i can do it now while working on being able 2 pay

also im scared of bathtub estrogen

based estrogen

i think im like a vampire i got too much sun 2day and i have no energy

i went outside today for the first time in like a month

i didnt wanna be in the house while calling planned parenthood

what are they gonna do if i show up w no money and no insurance

just kick me out??

#? (b) a, b

#? (home) park, home

>>1063443
please answer

also can i get good night hugs

>>1063453
#hug btw

>>1063460
#hug

>>1063462
?!??!??

#flip (heads)

>>1063463
#hug thus my night of sleep is blessed

>>1063466
yayy gn lucy

no boggarts tonight

i need a gf

>>1063462
i like the hugs of the kitten cooks the potato

>>1063472
lol i feel that, i once met up with someone who casually used that word over n over irl, at first i was weirded out, but i guess i get it now

I love heisenbugs

I think I might've written code that only works in debug mode or something?

>>1063475
c or c++?

You might've accidentally done some sort of undefined behavior

the higher compilation levels start taking a lot more aggressive faith in the assumptions of the language

>>1063476
c++, i'm poking at hyprland plugins

>>1063479
what does your code look like, im curious.
also, pointers involved?

I mean you have to check for null pointers because they're used by some methods?

like, ones to look up things by string ids and so on

>>1063481
oh i meant like, are raw pointers in the portion of your code that's not working, at all

automatic iteration through vectors and stuff, so not really

what's the behavior in release? does it crash?

you could try setting up buildflags similar to the RelWithDeb preset, and step thru it

hard to fucking tell, honeslty

debugging would likely involve like… plugging into a different network interface and running gdb over ssh I think

because it's hard to test outside of poking at real hardware

>>1063488
printf debugging time 8)

>>1063490
if it only worked reliably

reading through the logs is a nightmare

I might just like straight up run gdb on hyprland

which is like running plugged into real monitors

because the thing involves unplugging monitors

do you have a github?

https://wayland.freedesktop.org/extras.html
i think there's this.
friend of mine described wayland debugging as like, running it as it's own window or something like that

>>1063496
yea

you're talking about nested wayland?

I don't think it can do things like multiple monitors

>>1063499
i guess so

and especially weird things like unplugging multiple monitors at the same time

>>1063503
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

>>1063503
#blur

>>1063503
lmao

check dms fujo

>>1063507
fuck im dumb and just closed it, can you send it again >':

>>1063503
mfw when baloingus

me when i realize i will never in my life have enough money for bottom surgery

18 connections wtf

16 now

ive never seen above 16

fujo?

>>1063514
looking thru it rn, one thing that struck me is
getConfigValuePtrSafe() isn't guaranteed to return something != null, you may want to check for that, but i doubt it's the issue here, somehow

also, shouldn't line 156 be != instead of >
like, was the intention for it not to do anything when ran the first time? what if the size actually gets smaller, do you want to move them to the other one or keep them as is?

#8ball (yep) pluck brows

>>1063515
makes sense that it can give a null

upstream code like, uses a mutex to avoid race conditions and stuff I guess

>>1063519
you should do so too in that case, but i wouldn't be worried if you're not writing to it

ughh

my boss says i cant go back to work until ive had 2 negative tests 24 hours apart. im losing so much money

https://github.com/Duckonaut/split-monitor-workspaces/blob/main/src/main.cpp#L167-L168
Upstream doesn't do it either

they're defined in the plugin

defensive programming isn't as good as you think

fujo do you have matrix

wait what are you trying to do?

>>1063526
yea, i do

i demand attention

>>1063529
here's your one attention

>>1063530
thank you

i need attention

>>1063532
one more attention for you too, I'm generous though in the current economy

ty ty

>>1063529
(you)

anyways from what I can tell haskell is writing a patch to an extension to this "hyprland" wayland compositor

>>1063536
thank you

>>1063532
gives u attention

but she's being particular on who she shares the actual code with, it seems

>>1063539
ty ty

Attention is all you need

>>1063542
i understood that reference i am ai

>>1063535
where do i get thos again?

attention duelists

>>1063537
yes, I'm working to add functionality to make it closer to a sane environment

I assume the person who wrote the patch doesn't use it with like a laptop and a dock

>>1063540
don't want to dox myself with my github willy nilly

:3

yeah fair. lots of routes to info leakage there

my name is plingus and i live in sacramento

It's not unusuallllll

i miss compiz

>>1063551
#funtextflip

i t i s a b i t u n u s u a l

>>1063551
#funtransvert

https://github.com/zedeus/nitter/issues/1155#issuecomment-1913361757
RIP nitter

>>1063555
#invert

>>1063555
#invert

untis a bit it usunual

.play [YouTube]

meow

burger

i told the lady from planned parenthood that I was moneyless and didnt know how to use my own insurance but she still gave me an appt for like a week and a couple days from now..?

part of "their job" is knowing how ur insurance works i think

ah

yeah just the conversation i rly need

u probably will not get anything material without any money but u can at least get like Understanding. which is smth

she said they'd do my bloodwork at the appt tho which is odd to me

i dont want my parents to know that i'm using the insurance plan they have me on for it. idk how id do that

insurance shld be able to cover general bw stuff i think. or it'd depend

my bloodwork copays are always <$20 idk what ur plan is like tho

if only you had an appointment scheduled with someone who has dealt with this before to help u wtih it

if only

>>1063571
medicaid? if you have no income you should be eligibile

but idk

>>1063576
hmm ig but i already have my parents insurance

i need to voice train

my friend just said i sould like a faggot :sob:

seems like you have shitty friends tbh

nah she was being silly

but still

well tell her not to be a dick even in a silly way. im too autistic to handle that so i usually tell ppl im friends with to be real

try to work on holding a pitch you variate your pitch

well if you're sick it makes sense that you sound bad

sometimes true friendship is about telling someone they're doing something wrong

>>1063589
raahh

ima b real witchu chief u sound decent 2 me

yeah i think you being sick is affecting your voice

because the last recording had a stable pitch

idk

i need to work on everything

i'm also talking quitely in those

you still sound fine 2 me

like if u wanna keep working on it go ahead but im just letting u know u dont sound like a man

>>1063603
it could be better

i get misgendered like 50% of the time on the phone

ive been correctly gendered by accident over the phone plenty of times and i have never voice trained i think its a phone thing

i think vocal gender is very ambiguous over telephone

helo

hi hypnoanon

what are the little strings of characters after some ppls names

not to be rude but how old are you

Have you never used an imageboard? Those are called tripcodes. They're like usernames on an imageboard but they have a password so that you know the person you're talking to is the same person since anyone can put in the name and say that they're you. The password can still be cracked however.

yeah im not very active on imageboards, ive lurked on them before but never actually bothered to get into them

im dumb

>>1063611
18 and it makes me feel like shit for not being on hrt yet

oh you're like a baby

same age as my sibling

>>1063615
i started at 24 lole

>>1063619
ig im just blinded by jealousy of all my friends who started at like 15 n shit

bc i could've but after the riots in early 2020 my mom took a hard right politically and that's abt the time i was found out

i get it

rembr the important thing abt transition is not to Be Pretty but to Live

if u do first then fine. but u can only do that if u live first

saying this rword style bc ive been sleeping less than 4 hr a day for the past week

i joined this fuckin hugboxing discord in early 2020 and my dad saw me in it and both of my parents freaked out. apparently i was being "brainwashed" even though i joined that discord on my own volition after realizing trans ppl existed and that i wanted to be one

wait how did he see you in it? did he like walk up behind you?

yeah

if my parents werent troglodytes i could've been 14 and transitioning

but they refused to listen to me. theyve finally given up on their "rapid onset gender dysphoria" thing

how do they even find out about that stuff? are they on facebook or something?

a couple of days after that i saw my mom's phone and she was on fucking r/gendercritical

you need to take away her phone and reset it lol Don't actually do this

that was 4 yrs ago. i think shes stopped being as retarded? like theyre not gonna stop me from doing HRT now that im 18

im not getting kicked out. i still dont feel like telling them that ive got an appt to go to planned parenthood n get my bloodwork done though. itd be a long and uncomfy conversation

got roped into having to explain to my parents the other night that yes, in fact, i DO want hrt, and no, that feeling has not gone away or come back since i was 14

i had a convo w my dad abt it last summer and he got upset and said "itll only make you feel worse" like sure dude. like i wanna end up looking like you

lole

tbh starting now im still kinda blessed that my dad has like no body hair

my dad managed to reinvent hsts on his own just from getting really drunk

i am dumb and i did not know what tripcodes were so i do not know what hsts means either sorry

idk what it's short for

never ever learn whatever you do

not even really a joke

oh its one of those AGP adjacent pseudoscience bullshit things

itst the other side of the same guy's model because white people need there to be a zero or one option and if the model for something has more than thati ts not real

canadian pedophile worldview

one time my mom asked me "are you sure you want to be a girl or you just think you do because you like them so much" like p much calling me an agp but softly

if u like ice cream so much why dont u Marry It

my dad did this but with me being Too Gay

lmao. my parents i think just refuse to accept that im queer in any way. on some level i have trouble w that too

is this a recaptcha

>>1063652
cant tag myself theyre all prettier than me by a vast margin

they're all white and asian

>>1063652
20/20 Vision On My Khmer Rouge Shit

waiting for the planned parenthood portal people to ponder my poll

.play when the lights go out whitey

VIDEO UNAVAILABLE

just realized finch was born after Giant Enemy Crab

time to take a nap

no way

>>1063661
2005

ok good i'm not ancient

alright close

so you are the same age as my sibling

only after half-life 2 then.

.play the up sound for the down people whitey

im late 05 though

just enabled wormwatch this sounds like the music i write

h

meow

actually not rly

my shit sounds like car seat headrest if it was worse

i believe you

i dontt hink ive listened to more than 10 seconds of car seat headrest though

it doesn't embed for me

i really wanna play a song now

it should be illegal to knock on my door

.play taken for a ride tally hall

my gayass music taste

>>1063673
hi maddy

i havent thought about tally hall in like eight years probably

>>1063684
have you thought about The Game?

still regularly yes

you all just lost

though i dont think he's done anything in a while besides post on instagram

>>1063687
lobotamy time

its an o

>>1063689
#editai fix spelling pls

>The common rules do not define a point at which The Game ends. However, some players state that The Game ends when the Prime Minister of the United Kingdom announces on television that "The Game is up."

.play marry the night lady gaga

.play medicine momma

i saw Momma in june of last yr and i was already a fan but holy shit theyre one of my favs now

.play m:i:5 motor funk

i basically only listen to techno now

>>1063698
heya finch

>>1063698
"it is what it is"

>>1063699
helo

>>1063700
real

this bit kinda reminds me of a song by the fratellis

>>1063683
hai wren

hemlo finch

meowdy myra

>>1063705
[ENGAGING GREETING #2...]

hihi

>>1063683
sup wren

Meowdy! I'm Meowddy! Meowddy the Meower!

somehow thought the last thing was the tally hall song but this makes more sense\

i like tally hall in the same autistic way 15 yr olds like them

tjat makes sense givven that ur basically 15 still

>>1063714
15 yr old intelligence but end of puberty body

18y/o is not rly end of puberty body lol

let me be brainwormed! let me think ill never pass

what do u think the "surgery" means

in brainworm surgery

implanting more

naur

i must engage in the oppressive act of tucking so that i may go eat waffle house and watch a movie in my car with a cute girl

i wish i interacted with people in real life

the biggest interaction besides being at the gym ive had in the past week was seeing some random guy walking thru the forest while i was sitting on a rock on the phone with planned parenthood

the price we must pay to have a 39 year old convict say "smothered and covered" to us

y tf my leggings making static electricity noises helll nah

im 7yrs deep on hikki and only have verbal convos w my parents+therapist+guy at liquor store

>>1063725
so true

>>1063726
how very shocking

and pharmacists when they try to involve themselves in my life too much

im such a wimp. im scared of my friends bc theyve all taken up smoking weed in the past couple months i havent rly hung out w them

kingdom hearts ass intro

>>1063731
wwwww

doubleyou

warauwarauwarauwarauwarau

where are her eyebrows

no brows is enlightened

based and trichotillomaniapilled

nonono aesthetically

u will understand when ur older...

i mean i pluck my brows

not super intensely just so i dont have a unibrow and random stray hairs

is this the fabled land of the grippy sock bpd women

how do i not have a single photo of hari nef without eyebrows

this is a 15 minute music video

>>1063745
still havent played one of those

covering my tits in cereal sounds good rn tbh

can we skip videos or can i put on ten hours of fart noises and nobody can do a thing

.play cpma tricks 5

i am having fun w this

why do none of these videos embed

in what way

Video unavailable

the current one is an official upload of a lady gaga video which is maybe why

what country are u

USA

oh idfk then

i wish i was smoking cigs in the dark

so expensive now tho and u cant even get menthols anymore

keep forgetting abt organ bloghouse stuff

ig this isnt a Blog Record lol

still so strange to me that The Kids care abt guitars at all

????

ive played guitar for almost 10 yrs

music like this is a very good chunk of my music taste and it always has been

there is a cultural moment happening mostly separate from your decision to pick up guitar 10 years ago

idk i just dont get why people *wouldn't* like distorted guitar

for me that's like default music sound bc ive grown up listening to power-pop, grunge, other rock genres but i forgor the rest

i heard hardstyle reversebass stuff when i was like eight and then amen choppage when i was like 11 so im just fully embedded in dance music now

ive been a weezer fan for literally ever

this is one of my favorite records (of recent)

semipretentious cologne minimal but drums in funny place because mike ink 20000 iq

this would make a fun geometry dash level

distorted cithara 400BCE style

you two are speaking in tongues to me

this song is made by Wolfgang Voigt who has 100000 stage names because 1990s techno but the big one is "mike ink." he is a figure head in Cologne's minimal techno scene. he runs the labels "profan" and "kreisel" and used to run their associated record stores when you could afford to do that off selling vinyl

hehe my kink mike ink heheh

I LOVE TECHNO

my playlist is a solid 50% weezer songs and its about 16hrs long

this is one of the last records he made with mostly synthesized sounds, after this it was basically pure record samples outside kicks and such taken from 808. really weird funky record

eight entire hours of weezer songs are in my playlist and there are a lot that arent in here

i also like some comedy/nerd stuff like Jonathan Coulton

he wrote Still Alive and Want You Gone for portal

i only found out abt that bc i like his solo stuff

i am aware i have also been 12 and autistic

ive been addicted to Hawaii Pt. II lately

.skip

oh i forgot i queued this

Real Video Games

listening to the entire album cover to cover

dunno what that is

>>1063792
https://open.spotify.com/album/1CbtBQqibzdxhmpiLD7vzN?si=KdbtTfTUSZes5LR5ffRpuA

.play [YouTube]

>>1063794
hewa yey

high intelligence anon

>>1063792
autistic 12 yr old music. lots of lemon demon fans like them. it's a tally hall side project

>>1063797
oh ok

i think spotify still broken on my computer LOL

I WANT BELA BARTÒK MUSICK

had to check if that was an electro guy or not

he probably would

if he didnt die like a million years ago

.play [YouTube]

i love dissonance stringstruments

.play [YouTube]

probably should have checked if this one embedded for me

are you the classic music poster?

i miiiiiiight go over my calorie deficit a bit 2day bc i made my dad and i cheesesteaks for lunch and they turned out really really greasy and heavy

no, i miss them i havent seen them in a while

i miss mac too

MAC WHY

but i also need dinner bc dinner. so im eating light

so many lost souls

i miss butterfly

.play [YouTube]

aw dammit

.skip

:<

it wasn't playing for me

i miss when patrick of fall out boy fame posted here as a trip

.play lunakorpz satisfaction

true story

>>1063821
lmao i saw them live once and didnt like it

.play [YouTube]

will my age restricted video play or will we have to skip

i will go to random smalltime live concerts someday i am too lazy and lonely

.play venturing cream soda

>>1063821
my only trans friend loves fall out boy

>>1063824
what year was it, i know someone who went when they were tiny and has one of their guitars lol

>>1063830
oh it was a huge stadium thing. i was there for weezer. it was 2021

>>1063829
mtfall out boy

was any1 else at the wiggles concert in minneapolis in 2012

so uhh i kinda regret a rant i went on yesterday with my roomie, it was basically, stuff about my fears of transphobia, keep in mind my roomie is super supportive and all that and i am not the only lgbt person living here, anyways, i am thinking back about what i said last night, and i think i may have come across as overbearing, specifically i talked about my fear of gatekeeping

>>1063833
not sure i understand the question officer

i went to a candlelit baroque recital with period instruments on saturday it was cool but i waz probably the only person there under 50 and i got mistaken for a woman twice i think in the toilet queue lol

henlo