#ksay Mew??????

.play [YouTube]

enjoy

>>409778
interesting anon thank you
#ksay UwU

.play [YouTube]

visit kitty and watch serial experiments lain with her

I just wanted to ask, we could talk on discord? >>409777

about stuff we like...

or philosophy if you're so inclined...

>>409776
Who makes these threads and how do you know if it's gonna end?

in what kali yuga are we?

sorry i mean just yuga

>>409787
nya nya nya anon was me UwU

#ksay Nobody was making any threads 4 minutes so I felt I hath been summoned by thy Supreme Nyancat and Holy Glegle Mother Lillith and Lord Lucifer to attain salvation 4 our threads nya

>>409782
sounds dope and based and luvly as hell purr purr =^_^=

>>409792
how could we watch lain if were so far apart...?

im still alive btw just saying hi

>>409794
#ksay omg friikii friikii friikii gewd 2 see thou mew mew mew nya nya nya nya nya uwu uwu purr purr purr purrrrrrrrr =^_^=

>>409793
mrow mrow probs thro wormwatch UwU

>>409796
is that another brainworm website feature?

>>409784
I do haveth a discord btw meow meow meow >>409797 yes mew thy video auto playing if you press shift+w that's thy worm player

It can play sum but not all Youtube vids mew

>>409798
do you want to share your disc name? in dm?

>>409800
mew mew sure in DM... number of people here and perhaps future nyce anons I'd share discord with but I only share it in DM

>>409801
can i have your discord too i'm a fan of yours

>>409802
yeah. you're humbling me Kitty ;3

>>409803
#ksay awww thanks that makes me glow inside oh purr purr purrrrr =^_^=

>>409802
mew mew... I myte anon you wouldn't even need a trip necessarily I'd just need to talk a while and i may feel comfy enough 2 do so sumday probs not even that far in thy future UwU

>>409805
haha i talk to you somewhat frequently but i guess since i'm anon you don't know that. but okay =)

>>409806
yes I can confuse anons together 4 obvious reasons nya but I think I'll lykely add you eventually mew... :3 ;3

gay

but yeah mayb will lurk a little more here idk tbh for a while i was just kind of sad about ame being gone but we follow eachother on neocities now which is... a step i guess. might make me feel less sad being here

.play

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.play b o oo p

>>409811
wtffffff is this guy [YouTube]

>>409814
He has that sigma grindset

>>409814
He talks exactly like my grandfathe.

>>409778
And you don't seem to understand...

>>409809
nya nya does Ame ever visit here anymoar?

>>409819
i think the reason ame doesn't post here is it turned out she was 17 so she got banned cause underage

whoa i totally forgot about the powerline noise.

based wormwatch playlist rn

>>409820
I see makes sense

>>409824
#brody

>>409824
I wish I could project that image standing at every fundies bed as they wake up make them wet themselves so bad and would be hilarious as fuck

what is this website

I guess an imageboard where you can see stuff happening in real time 'w'

thats crazy ngl

been chillin on this site for a while and it's pretty comfy

seems it

why is there a ferret on the right

>>409832
it is the mascot

ive warmed up to it

does it have a name?

not yet

would u like to name it anon?

it shall be called derrick

:D

derrick the ferret

that's a vry good ferret name

i may or may not be a professional ferret

On the internet, no one can tell if you are a ferret or not

*subtle ferret noises*

.play [YouTube]

oh yeah there's like 28 hours of lain ambience before we can watch ferret videos

good morning anons I looked at my ex on Instagram and want to sob and die now

big hug anon, that sucks

I'm in a relationship too, but my ex appeared in my dream last night

hate when dreams taunt you with that shit

best dreams are when a random cute guy you've never met visits u and there's no like devestating emotional baggage attached, and also if it's like the B plot to a more adventurous dream A plot

I have too much baggage

>>409846
can't wait to be surprised by ferrets in the next day or two :D

gonna make a coffee

wasn't gonna, but now I'm gonna

i handle relationships incredibly strangely (that means to say i done got the tism)

ah understandable anon same

i've never dated someone who's not autistic. not on purpose, that's just how it's gone.

im so jealous ngl

i'm in a relationship atm, but after a while, i'm starting to think either i'm just not interested (not the case i think) or i'm just aromatic to some degree

ah, i thought i was aromantic for a while (there totally are people who are, not denying that it's a thing) cause I never felt any of the feelings that anyone described as the feelings you're meant to feel when you're in a relationship with someone. but then one day I felt it really hard for a friend of mine and it kinda just threw me off hardcore cause I never felt it before, like embarassingly late into my life.

i remember when i was with my last partner and i was speaking to my therapist about her because i was in a full panic of if i loved her or not, and then i explained my feelings to my therapist and they said that i was experiencing love. when they said that i remember i felt disappointed because to me love just didnt feel much

>>409861
heh, i get you. sounds cute but i get it.

i dont think im aro though, i think we just werent meant for each other

That's fair. my previous relationship pretty much ended in mutual agreement we weren't compatible and we are still at least bff today

i'm glad you're still bffs!

my relationship just sort of continued cause the living situation we have together is really good and the economy is really bad. so it's kinda a co-dependent thing going on, but it's not particularly toxic or bad. just kinda loose and easy and mutually supportive.

weird situation tho still

ok question from an autistic to a neurotypical (who i hope is in chat) why do people in relationships block each other when they break up? like i was in one and it broke off very smoothly and then my ex just blocked me?? idk why, my best theory is that its like a way to detatch from the relationship or smthn

>my best theory is that its like a way to detatch from the relationship or smthn
I guess so. I never really understood it myself. I think it's a way to force themselves to move on probably.

some people aren't emotionally mature enough to give themselves the required emotional distance without completely cutting you out.

in my case I'd never see them outside of making an effort to

so why bother keeping in touch. back to strangers

i think for me i see them as a person who i really like and a romantic relationship is just a level of love i feel for them, if i still think theyre cool but not cool enough to stay in a relationship id just have them as a friend

dont listen to me. I'm a bad person who uses people for sex and comfort and nothing else

thats valid icl

but consider you could use people for tax fraud too

people have many uses

you could even use a person as a joust if youre strong enough

:D

>>409875
bah! whatev. anons to anons, let's comfort eachother :)

once my boyfriend moves in I'll be fine

maybe it's cause normies have more connections and they're closer to dunbar's number. so they need to be more selective with the people they keep or remove from their lives.

yeah i agree maybe its just a massive skill issue tbh

i wonder if derrick the ferret is looking behind themself or is looking to the side but has a chronic back problem

a ferret back problem is a big problem considering they're 90% back

we need to help derrick

or maybe they are just looking back, at least i hope so

you think theyre good at ultrakill?

that shork and ferret should cheer up ewpert

i think so too

>>409892
#ksay nya nya nya nya so adorbs UwU

no way, kitty illuminati in chat????

oh! Kitty, i was wondering how one gets a name 'w'

based

will do anon

>>409901
that's a hot summer day

>>409896
i figured it out 'w' but i'm thinking of a name

(ah woops wrong post)

hey guys

hows my house

it's a ok anon

thank you

pic of my nutsack

:O

(real)

cool piercing u got going on with the black

tfw the geometry of your testicular tosion is protecting you from being bewitched

NOOOOOOOOOO

MY POWERLINE AUDIO

ITS GONE

NOOOO

who is conducting sorcery with our message....

oh hey u know what that means

.play [YouTube]

FISH ORGY

.play [YouTube]

oh yeah

:)

there are so many derricks

>>409926
aww

they lick :3

Big family

their little tails

they are rly good

ahh, powerline audio, my beloved

LOL

at some point i totally forgot about the powerline audio then it hit me again hah

.play [YouTube]

WEE STANNN

BZZZZZZZZZZ

MEOW

MEOWMEOWMEOWMEOWMEOW

feline behavior

>>409950
#ksay nya nya nya nya nnnyyyaaaa

imagine if the cats exploded

they almost did :D

.play [YouTube]

i forgot this song is actually good

neo tokyo or the cat video

the cat one

neo tokyo we'll see later

i see

interesting

man i love neo tokyo

it's cool

>>409948
#ksay nya nya so based and luvly =^_^=

kitty, can i ask you a question

>>409966
nya?????????

what are your thoughts on those who do not like kittys

and also can you hit the griddy

>>409968
vcry very very negative anon... if I were pres I'd want to abduct them and forcefully felinize them nya

very violent

>>409971
towards ppl who h8 kittes yes =^_^=

good opinion

>>409973
awww thank you anon

bad opinion

don't h8 toler8

>>409976
i toler8 those who don't h8 kitties UwU

i love girls theyr so nice all the time -guyguy

guyguy is a proto-guy

mew mew... i wanna become pres and abduct kitty h8rs and tphob3z and politically active fundies UwU... And inject them with felinizing dna injections UwU, forever ending what they cherish so much... forcing them and all that come of them to irreversibly be lyke what I luved lyke they try 2 force us all 2 be nya

there we go

when im president im gonna kill three people and cover it up

>>409978
i unironically used to think that women were generally nicer but being confronted with who supports all of the fucked up stuff happening all around us in recent years kind of broke me out of it

i have overcome my sexism through misanthropy

i prefer the presence of women cos theyre nice to me i believe they have a greater capacity for kindness since they werent raised to think being nice is gay

some of them suck but thats just people

society

the rate of sucking is very even across the sexes imo

yeppers

they tend to suck in different ways tho and thats why i think men and women are so divided

since men tend to b around men and women with women

i have lots of theories

>>409983
I have somewhat similar feelings about these recent years but... moar so... feeling lyke an idiot 4 thinking thy people who were horrible 2 thy majority of tr@nn3rz would ever be nyce 2 me all wishful thinking

is community college better than not community college

i feel like not community college has more gays and tranners (cool people)

back then I always thought it was gonna be lyke "They're gonna luv me cuz I'm gonna become p@ss@ble and pr3tty and I "Don't act lyke thy other tg(_)rlz and I don't violate soc13t@l n@rmz as much" nya nya and just really how that was basically my own self absorbed ironically tr@nsph0b1c delusions of grandeur

Albeit- ironically, I became less... Cold towards other tr@nn3rz after 2 years on estrogen and actually talking one on one to another tG(_)rl in recent years

why do you write like this?

my favorite people are androgynous. i hate girly girls and manly men. i like some manly men who can communicate in ways that aren't exclusively banter. but i haven't made friends with many girly girls.

my favourite people are the ones who are really cool

>>410000
same. i feel like conformity is kind of orthogonal to that

>>410000
yeah pretty much

>>409998
mew cuz I lyke l33tsp33k nya

>>409911
i like this how do i do this in irl

kitty try not to be epic challenge (impossible)

>>410005
#oworacle(idk)

>>410004
here's the manual https://www.holybooks.com/wp-content/uploads/Voynich-Manuscript.pdf

i have a hot take on gender, and that take is that gender is not real

gender bad

reject gender, embrace pebbles (best kind of stone)

>>410003
it's psychically painful

>>410008
its real but historically arbitrary

>>410008
wdym though?

>>410003
me too :D

47 13457 5p34k pr0p3r 1337

another master of the arts :0

>>410008
anon pls expound on your take

things that are real:
-brick
-horse
-fire (contested)

lol

YOU FORGOT ABOUT DERRICK

derrick is a type of horse

oh ok :3

gender is a type of fire

>>410023
deep

is goodness real?

wait a minute

is rango real?

oh no nvm

rango is a horse

if you want to get super technical. you could split horse into 2 categories. pig or ant.

idk nonymoose. i think gender is a lot like morality.

a seal is a pig

a killer whale is a kind of ant

not inherently real but emergent from the real in a replicable way

a dog is a kind of pig

source?

it's not a kind of ant is it?

i am agnostic on that

i need a citation

on the scale of ant to pig. a dog sits firmly with the pig

that is true

can we make an ant soup for derrick

we can

yes

yayyy!

would a bowl full of ants (intact) be considered a soup

no, because soup is not real. it is never real, since what is a soup is culturally determined.

since it can be poured

well in my culture soup is real

checkmate liberal

yes but your culture is not crossculturally real

if the soup is for derrick. it is up to him whether or not it is soup

i agree with that sentiment anon

a soup is whatever derrick considers to be a soup? sounds butlerian idk

derrick is our god

whatever derrick says must be true

who is derrick

the ferret

the ferret

i didn't know that

this was a recent development

its ok

we just made it up a few hours ago hah

i am learning so much

we have also established that derrick is looking behind themself and does not have a chronic back illness

if derrick gets brain damage and can no longer consider things to be things do they cease to be things?

>>410066
you'd have to ask derrick

>>410065
very important

>>410067
it's a thought experiment we are being cultured and philosophical

>>410066
derrick wouldnt get brain damage

>>410070
what if derrick willed derrick to get brain damage

they wouldnt do that

why not?

derrick is too cool to get brain damage

derrick is a ferret and therefore moves in mysterious ways

and a ferret is a kind of pig

>>410075
this

>>410074
but is derrick not cool enough to will derrick to be uncool?

>>410015
/\/\3\/\/ /\/\3\/\/ /\/\3\/\/ $0 +|-|0(_) @R+ $@Y!/\/G ! $|-|0(_)|_D @+ |_3@$+ $93@K F(_)|_|_ 1337 9(_)R3 1337 1/\/$+34D 0F |-|YBR!D 1337 (_)\/\/(_) (_)\/\/(_)(_)\/\/(_) /\/Y@ /\/Y@ /\/Y@ ???

the paridox of being infinitely based

>>410079
this is just like dbz

>>410080
also known as the infinite base paradox

kitty do you love derrick?

>>410083
d3r1ck

|<177Y, |}0 y0u 10\/3 |}3rr1c|<

>>410085
lmao

it's like watching a druid speak with a tree

>>410080
>>410083
+3|_|_ /\/\3 /\/\0@R @B0(_)T D3RR1CK /\/Y@???

fuck i cant speak in 1337 speak that long

anyways, derrick is our god and they are very siily (like a silly sausage) and is super cool

>>410085
/\/\@YB3 /\/Y@ /\/Y@ /\/Y@

>>410092
#spin

time to work out

.play [YouTube]

OH MY GOD I WAS SO CONFUSED

>>410095
0/\/\G #0 $0 $0 G3\/\/D /\/Y@ /\/Y@ /\/Y@ 0|-| 9(_)RR 9(_)RR 9(_)RR =^_^=

>>410094
+|-|Y $(_)9R3/\/\3 /\/Y@/\/ C@+ |-|0|_Y &|_3&|_3 /\/\0+|-|T3R |_!|_|_!+|-| @/\/D |_0RD |_(_)C!F3R $/\/\!|_3 (_)90/\/ +|-|33 /\/Y@

what on earth is an ampersand in 1337 speak

>>410081
@|_$0 ! R3/\/\3/\/\B3R D8Z /\/\30\/\/

>>410090
+3|_|_ /\/\3 /\/\0@R @80(_)+ 0(_)R |_0RD @/\/D $@\/@0!R D3RR!CK????

>>410092
#brody

that was incredible

thank you kitty

>>410104
=^_^=o7

>>410095
i unironically like this song

.play 12 Hours of Powerline Noise from Serial Experiments Lain

>>410107
mods are asleep post powerlines?

mods should only stop it if the poeple want it!

some people are silent, or just leave

autoplay can be turned off or the website muted

it's not autoplay, it's shared with all users

>>410111
its nice 2 be able to queue stuff that will get played sooner than in 12 hours

>>410106
same, survivor are great

>>410113
mods can just make it in red

>>410115
if they're around

i rly like this one

.play [YouTube]

>>410116
yeah

>>410119
which means that often the thread is stuck

.skip

>>410120
yeah

>>410122
that is bad and underricklike

>>410107
omg i was watching a video and just a few seconds ago i went "HUH IT'S BACK?"

>>410123
yeah

>>410125
bad things are bad

>>410123
what'S underricklike?

>>410126
yeah

>>410127
powerlines

who is derrick

>>410128
be good

>>410131
yeah...

>>410132
#kiss

>>410118
this is nice

tfw a poor man's daughter (male)

based

.play ferret

yay ferrets :)

is this mkultra

yes

(the good kind of mkultra)

lol oh no

the k stands for kitty

Mighty Kitty Ultra?

the meaning of the M is determined by your

>>410145
m = meaning

m is m!

>>410147
m = m

>almost 5 months into hrt
>still look awful and disgusting
it never even began

>>410149
sorry anon. i'm over 2 years in and still look very similar. but some small things are finally starting to improve. things i never expected to get better at this point. so don't give up. it really is a marathon, and there's so much you can try to boost your odds. so just keep at it!

>>410150
im glad it's getting better for you anon!
i know, it's just soul crushing and agonizing waiting and taking my e for months only to still look horrendous and freakish, especially when some people have had way better results in the same or even smaller ammount of time

>>410151
yeahhhh

>>410151
i get it and it sucks. but you shouldn't focus on others. think about what you can do beside just waiting. for example you could look into laser or bodybuilding. whatever is applicable. you'll feel less helpless. and it might improve things for you beyond whatever hrt can do. like, a lot of attractive cis people work on their bodies too!

yeah got a friend who mogs me so hard a few months in. but i was already just way more masc to begin with so it is what is is

i've just kind of resigned to being androgynous and muscular so I keep doing a little bit of working out keep myself strong

>>410154
mood. i'm friends with a total passoid and i'm really jealous. she's incredibly sweet though so i'm happy for her. just gotta focus on US you know?

>>410153
yeah, i guess... gymmaxxing is my only hope rn cause it'll be a bit before i can move out and do shit like laser, rn i just have way too much free time to start spiraling about this

my core and legs are doing rly good so I'm happy about that

>>410155
that's cool. i think fitness is pretty no matter what gender you are, if any

>>410156
yea I'm happy for my friend too, she's lovely and she deserves to feel happy.

>>410157
laser takes a long time to get through. just a visit to the salon every month or so. are you sure you can't start now? no one has to know

>>410158
happy for you anon

maybe i should throw down on starting laser

i did electrolysis for a while but then just realised with how crazy my facial hair is it'd be like. 80+ hours investment

>>410161
i mean, it would just be really difficult to justify the visits to my parents, cause i dont have a car/cant drive and like i dont really leave the house, so it'd just be very sus
plus they've been fighting me ever since i've started shaving my legs even though im an adult
idk, i'm gonna be moving out at most in like 5 months, so i guess i can bear through it for a bit

so like 40 visits of 2hrs

i got through a lot of it but money got tight so i've taken a break

>>410164
electro is very slow unfortunately. 80 hours or even more is typical. the trans women of yore often wrote of spending hundreds of hours doing their bodies over years.

>>410168
thats wild. full body electro sounds impossible

>>410169
they were so much stronger than me. i feel like i could never do what they did

and richer haha,

>>410171
haha

if i could afford it, i'd do it

>>410165
5 months isn't too bad. good luck nona! just hang tight

you'll make it anon, it's good you haven't ended up in like deep deep repression mode or been kicked out. still sucks tho, but you'll make it through the 5 months.

>>410167
sorry to hear that. laser isn't perfect but it's what i'm going for rn. or like, radio thing-y. idk what it's called?

>>410174
>>410175
thanks anon, i fucking hope so...
well thats cause im doing diy in secret lol, they'd freak out if they knew
yeah, i'll finally be a bit more free

>>410173
i don't have the willpower :(

>>410177
that's based you're doing that for yourself. i wish I did that back in the day.

>>410177
basada

i literally started transitioning so late. huge, huge repression hours.

>>410181
same

>>410181
>>410182
damn, i'm sorry you two had a bad repression moment, sounds rough :(
at least you're transitioning rn

thanks anon, yeah I'm glad i let myself just do it. props to you for doing it even while under the thumb of unsupportive parents.

>>410183
yeah. thank you. we all had our trials, and will face more down the road. but it's alright. we're gonna make it :)

>>410184
thanks, i dont know how deserving of props it is though, just trying to survive lol

>>410186
trying to survive is based

agreed

trying to survive? #judge(it's good)

see?

.play [YouTube]

i can only hope they dont find my hrt within the next few months cause it'd be a huge disaster

that would suck hugely

they haven't thus far, right? so they probably won't. just gotta hide it well

>>410195
yeah, they still dont have a clue afaik
i guess, but it's still nerve wracking even leaving my room cause what if they somehow find it
idk, just paranoid about it ig

.skip

>>410196
i get being worried. maybe you could at least use another container or something? idk

idk, it's less of a container i keep it in (cause im paranoid they might open and find it) and more like a hole that was ther but is out of sight unless you look for it i guess

anyways, not much more that i can do i think, just gotta keep hiding it, taking my e and hoping i dont get caught

yeah

very based of u anon

ganbatte anonymous

next month there'll only be 4 months u have to wait

that's only 1/3 of a year

! exponential growth...

and when you leave, that's 5 extra months of transition that you'll be going into your life living independantly that you'll have afforded yourself.

which is based

but yeah, even if u get caught, it'll be alright, hopefully. stay safe!

>>410203
thank you anon!

>>410207
yeah, that's one of the few things that's helping me mentally rn

>>410209
i hope so too, but kinda dubious since i'd be moving for college and rhey'd help me with expenses and stuff

ahhhhhhh yeah, makes sense why you'd wanna try and keep them in the dark about it so you can just get those fam bucks

definitely would be the most min/maxxed outcome for sure

lmao i love the phrase fam bucks

is fam still filtered as senpai of 4chan

probably

which is why i use fampai

Elkay EZS8WSLK EZH2O Bottle Filling Station

>>410219
.play Elkay EZS8WSLK EZH2O Bottle Filling Station

>>410213
yeah, i'll only consider telling them after i'm financially independent

>>410222
saw this today as well lmao, it is funni

>Month, flower, season, color, or mythological goddess.

>>410224
all based

unconventional names are so unbelievably based

>>410144
so based #ksay UwU =^_^=

>>410228
hello anon. so so, but i'm getting some nice food so better now. you?

>>410229
doing really good !!
my bf left some of his clothes at my apartment and they all smell like him so i'm winning right now :3

>>410230
yeahhhhhh!!!

>>410228
Hi =w=
Still thinking of a name for here 'w'

>>410230
lmao boysmell enjoyer detected

>>410233
i used to make fun of boysmell posters until i witnessed boysmell firsthand, truly a life changing experience.

i have a confession

>>410230
based boysmell enjoyer

before i transitioned i sometimes liked smelling myself

>>410237
cute :3

unlimited boysmell, but at what cost?

>>410232
you can be w

'w' anon

who the fuck is gutmaggot

good question

>>410228
gr8 mew and that picture is so based and luvly =^_^=

>>410245
ah, cute! i remember picking him that gen

>>410245
i do not recognize this pocket monster

Ah! He's from Black/White on the DS :)