grest

first

third

NO

4orh

well i made the thread so im first

>>529865
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG ITS RECIMA THE MOST FAMOUS GIRL OF SRG OMG OMG OMG

dog cum

hi recima

>>529867
are you the isabelle

nobody saw my yummy tummy ^.^

>>529870
no, someone else

okay

so happy

recima waow

>>529870
although i have a similar name

(lie)

im really lonely

fucking new thread reee

>>529882
It's like a joke only I get and laugh at.

.play [YouTube]

>>529879
you have a nice name, where does it come from?

haskell turns them on

bonk thread lol

bonk thread!

next time i get to make the thread..

damn i was looking somewhere else

i had a thread ready

im sorry ame

i had to pounce

ALL NON BONK DISCUSSION IS BANNED ON THIS THREAD

>>529890
Ewwwwww

???

2d girls are real girls

>>529896
#this
#8ball (nope)

not really

.play meme machine pink guy

#8ball (my sources say "wtf")

#8ball (doubtful)

i cant hug you but im real

take that, liberal

>>529901
i can feel ame hug me when i close my eyes. 2d grils are real

>>529903
not even true

>>529904
TRUEEEEEEEE

nobody can cuddle me

god i wish i was real

maybe youre not real chloe

>>529908
I'm tall and ugly and not important and nobody cares about me and the best part about my life is that I'm going to die alone.

>>529901
OMG NUKO

>>529915
gn wormie

#debrainworm (USER WAS DEBRAINWORMED FOR THIS POST)

guys back on topic this is bonk thread

>>529915
this pic should be "good night worms, by opworm and worms"

>>529915
sleep well anon, sorry to hear the fatigue is intense

>>529915
nini fellow worm

i dont even ascend mortal barriers

how do you know that

im not a real person im just an NPC

>>529915
gn anon

>>529927
that's not true chloe you have mc energy

>>529929
many people are saying this!

>>529913
Me on the right, but I'd be hissing at someone if they touched me. Wearing black clothing and being awkwardly tall check out though.

>>529924
i love how youre more comitted to the bonk theme than i am

I'm getting sleepy

THIS IS BONK THREAD STOP GOING OFF TOPIC

>>529930
literally how all i do is attention whore, be depressed, charge they phone and yearn

>>529937
yuri manga protag material

well im NOT IN A YURI MANGA

im the protagonist to a story that never got the chance to begin cause i keep running away from every call to adventure

you will be one day

>>529922
do you have source on this at all i really fukingh need it i cant find it

>>529939
maybe it's a slow burn fanfic then

>>529942
my friends twitter feed

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fck

>>529945
chloe do this

the song is stil playing in the old thread

>how to get a gf
>visit strip club

yeah cos we had a wormwatch queue ig

>does greentext happen if i just put an arrow? >wow!

yes

<check this out

>and red yea

<red text gahg

<red text is for EVIL 3rd person literary posts

its not red

<*gang oops

thats kinda orangeish

<a>a<a>a<a>

aw

this is red

orangensaft

a a a

can someone just disengage the nerves in my legs

>greentext, homestuck, and erotica are the last bastions of second person literature in the modern day

i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i

>>529965 nerves disengaged!

christmas lights

>>529968
wrong person

can still feel and move my legs

>>529971
for now

why dont you wanna feel your legs

>>529966
good

>>529973
they hurt and i dont want to walk anymore

i wanna wheelchairmode

just take a seat

i wanna pinwheelmode

IM

like from dark soulsss

just sit down!

>>529980
thatd be sick

pls keep sending vaguely yuri adjacent art these are nice

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.play [YouTube]

>>529985
you hate me

#smartai how do i meet boymoders in real life?

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#smartai The best way to lure a boymoder out of hiding is to be kind and understanding. Understand that they may not want to come out of their shell, but if you give them the right environment and show them love, then eventually they will open up more. The best way to make a boymoder feel comfortable is by being patient with her, listening carefully when she speaks (even if it's just about small things), asking questions about her life without prying too much into her personal matters or using gender-specific pronouns for example "he" or "she". The best way to lure a boymoder out of hiding is

>>529990
what did i do? im confused

.play [YouTube]

#smartai The best way to lure a boymoder out of hiding is with compliments and kind words. Boymoders are usually very sensitive to criticism so it's important not to be too harsh when talking with a boymoder or replying on the /tttt/ board. If you're interested in getting to know a boymoder, try expressing your admiration for them and their courage in living as they do despite all the difficulties that come along with being trans. The best way to lure a boymoder out of hiding is with

I want it to talk about a blahaj ffs

E V I L

AAAAAAAAAAA

evil

evil

eviiiiil

i girls

aww its not an easter egg. darn. how you make text and box red?

mew is that Tingle gone pink???

oh hi kitty!

>>530005
red

>>530007
Hi Telvanni!!!!!!!!! :3

what like type red at the start of the post?

red hello world

im dumb

green

joker gaming

>>530004
I nobody

blub blub im a fuckign fish

>>530014
Middle milker gaming

D A D D Y M I L K E R G A M I N G

>>530017

do yall think i'll stop worrying about my stubble if i break out the cheap rum

>>530019
or smart lol
but youre still cute

might make you worry more

>>530024
ywah

um really dumb

im really dumb

you cant have a special interest in cold war era military stuff and be dumb

im blood telvanni now

>>530025
smhhhh

>>530028
chloe you are not dumb. stop being dumb about your not being dumb.

>>530031
personally alcohol amplifies my negative feelings

bootleg greentext

everything is just like. don't worry about it

>>530034
that should be illegal i think

>>530032
im pretty dumb

i failed my way through high school

>>530037
nah its great cause using drugs to solve problems is how you get addicted

smart people don't do that

what do you mean by smart?

i think i would be ok getting addicted to drugs right now. it seems cool and based

>>530041
untrue lmao

intelligence isnt a real metric.

>>530042
people who don't fail high school

>>530043
it rly sucks lmao

>>529995
lighthearted sry

>>530048
i figured but im genuinely confusued at what you meant in the first place.

>>530047
so i have heard

i can't really do anything else to fix the dysphoria right now though which makes the alcohol tempting

>>530045
it very much is unfortunately

some people are just brighter than others

im what most would consider very smart. and like. no. not how intelligence works.

im dimmer than most

>>530019
How is she sexy

>>530056
the impeccable fit

>>530051
Im so sorry Airliner :( #hug

>>530058
thank you kitty #pet pet

.play party time the northern boys

oh fuck this song

so good

hope u are ok airliner

chloe. whats something you know a lot about? a subject youre really interested in. read a lot about. etc. anything like that. and what i want you to do is just talk about it for a while.

.play out for a rip

fuck every single one of those "gifted" kids im school

the gifted kids at my school were all party animals lol

>>530063
could be worse i guess. but definitely could be better

>>530068
damn

i was in thr gifted program since the 2nd grade and the entire thing is pointless

my highschool was weird tho, it was a rather friendly school with next to no cliques

the to be dropout stoner and gifted kids and kids inbetween all partied together

this song bangs hard

>>530071
yeah theres a lot of problems with gifted programs and it varies between schools

half the gifted kids from my school have killed themselves already.

>>530057
It's ok, but not like crazy or anything.

>>530077
and?

haskellslut aren't you into boys ir something

>>530076
thats fucked

>>530080
yea. i was one of them but i survived

>>530064
failing in the u.s education system just means you arent condusive to the narrow window of stuff youre expexted to know and be good at in a capitalist society. it is not a marker of nonexistant general intelligence

i ate

>>530076
hah

i really fucking wish

half of them are drug addicts with less than ten years left of life left

the other half are so incredibly queer they'll be killed in the streets

haskell is a boykisser

>>530083
booba incoming

>>530082
i gurantee everyone is super intelligent about something.

i belong to the latter half

>>530081
im glad you made it anon

>>530082
ah well i still cant learn very conducively or quickly

>>530092
ty its weird. i never went to any of their funerals even though i was close to a lot of them.

ive been behind the curve since the 4th grade

>>529982
shimejiiii shimeji simulationnn shimejiiiii

so?

doing poorly in school means you were bad at school. you seem perfectly smart from the talks ive had with you.

>>530059
purr purr =^_^= >>530087 sounds tragically true :(

>>530094
were you not allowed to or just didnt end up goin? i think funerals are kinda weird anyways but.

>>530100
i was just kinda busy and moved far away and didn't have a lot of money or time.

>>530103
as opposed to?

>>530098
i regurgitate previously learned information i don't think im capable of learning nowadays

everyone regurgitates everything constantly at some level of granularity.

yeah i get it but i cant learn noe

now

>>530101
ah fair not a lot you could do really

chloe. just talk about something you know about.

i ALREADY KNOW about all that i learned it all years ago

otayyy meow

nothing sticks to my head anymore

you can go through periods of life were learning is a lot harder and it can get easier

>>530110
mraow

mewwwww

depending on life's circumstances

learning rn is very difficult for me. idk how to get my brain to work. i just have to much sad gay thoughts atm. and it's completely taken over my mind and i hate it.

i completely get it. im autistic. it makes it very hard for anyone to teach me much of anything. bcz my brain just isnt wired to understand things in the same way other people do.

being stressed and unhappy makes it very hard to learn

>>530118
>be stressed and unhappy >cant learn >become even less happy because you cant learn >get even worse

i was a pretty good student before the gender dysphoria, pandemic, and three years of isolation hit. now i am a crammer who gets straight b's which is passable but not as good as i used to be able to do

>>530119
yes it can become a vicious cycle, i've fallen into it. but you can put into that little cycle the knowledge that youre not trapped in it

my entire life is a vicious cycle

its already too late for me i got through high school

your brain isnt even done developing child

>>530124
hah...

it shouldn't be

but it is

its not trust me

me when the absolutely fucked up developmental cycle

you dont even understand the amount of change you have yet to go through

.play green ray blank banshee

chloe thats not what they mean

its possible to escape that cycle

the only thing i can gain is additional myelin sheathes around mah silly little brain wrigglies

>>530078
That's it, it's not amazing and not bad.

>>530134
well you can always become some hot loving girl's stupid little pet kitty worst case

not another anon who's fallen for the "Synaptic plasticity is finite and you can never learn things in your adulthood" meme. y'all are doomed only by your disposition.

>>530136
HITLER

>>530136
GOD I WISH

does that sound so bad?

>>530137
ikr

>>530137
it is genuinely so much harder to learn though

i was built to be a pet and literally nothing more

incredibly hard

im sure it is right now youre not wrong about what youre experiencing but it can change

it feels like i have a room temperature IQ

what are you curious about chloe?

>>530143
see, now this kind of resifnation is based.

just read about anything that interests you. any question. anything you might want to learn anything about. even a little.

I think I'm gonna go to sleep soon. Gonna take a shower and check in on you

i've honestly gone from being so brain wrotten i couldnt do anything that required thought to being able to learn things pretty quick again. a huge part of it was my mental state and this was outside of drug abuse too

>>530148
#editai change resifnation to resignation

>>530151
oh great i have to fix my mentak state to habe thoughts again

>>530149
and maybe go from there?

.play a million angels severed heads

>>530153
yes because your mental state is giving you nasty mean thoughts that are trying to trap you

>>530146
#editai replace this whole post with shart sounds

your brain is not fundamentally broken. youre over here on this gay ass niche imageboard talking with me. pretty coherently.

>>530158
real and true.

>>530159
I wish I had boobs to pull off that kind of dress. 2E has that mommy vibe.

i think you just need to stop putting yourself down and stop using your academic struggles as some objective metric of some inherent broken nature to your brain.

>>530159
you can too!!

i think chloe is just in a lot of pain. and she wants that to be recognised and validated. and that's ok. your pain is real chloe.

.play castration arca

.play platonic haruomi hosono

.play vmi vessel

school is school chloe.

>>530162
it doesn't matter what causes it

subpar performance in school is indicative of something wrong with my character

>>530164
this is true too, im not trying to say that shes wrong in how she feels

>>530171
yeah same.

>>530170
it really isnt, subpar performance in school can be caused by many things. you may be experiencing things internally that impact it, but those things dont have to be permanent

everyone else struggles with mental illness and burnout and stress and they get through it fine and actually dont fail their way through high school

.play luminist modular datachi

.play slip autechre

let me know if anyone wants a skip

i was at the bottom 30 of the graduating class of 500

>>530174
some people fail harder, life is complicated and the way one thing might impact one person might impact another person completely differently.

>>530174
not me.

i didnt even graduate highschool i dropped out 3 times

mental illness and other general problems fuuuuucked me in high school chloe

it doesn't matter what i can blame it in

like two people can get pneumonia. one might be fine with a course of antibiotics, another might get hospitalised. same with mental health. there's so many variables. don't compare your experience to those around you. just recognise that you are unwell. and keep doing your best, whatever that looks like. and that's all that anyone can expect from you.

on

its still my fault im a retard

its not your fault

>>530186
you are not a retard chloe. dont say that.

waow

im just incredibly emotionally fragile then

i am too ngl

its really hard being like that in this sort of world

.play nebulae v2 datachi

im not denying your problems im denying your pathologizing of your academic performance or whatever.

it doesn't matter what you say if we live in separate universes

whatever my mother says is true

>>530196
also hell no. your mother is fallible as anyone else. if your mom is calling you a retard or anything along the lines of the things youre saying right now. then shes being awful to you.

its an immutable fact in my situation

it sounds like youre being treated poorly by your mother

good lord sometimes i feel like bonking my head against the walwl geez

sane izzy

i do it often

just clonk my head against something

i need to bash my head against the wall, or perhaps against a metal corner, like a railroad track maybe

>>530199
it doesn't matter

i still have to live with her so whatever she says is fact

>>530165
kino

nice song, nice cover and nice name lol

irrefutable fact

>>530206
says who?

you will get away from her one day and you will heal from the pain she's caused

>>530206
know that feel, its awful, hope you manage to eek out some independence some day

youre your own person chloe.

>>530210
says her, she'll kick me out if i start disagreeing with her on things

>>530204
samae

>>530214
that doesnt mean you have to internalize her shit.

thx

>>530217
#hug

>>530216
kinda does because if I don't play her song and dance I'll get kicked out

when i was younger i kinda wanted to fuck myself up really badly so my mom would see what a shitty job she did.

you should try your best to internalise that while you have to play the song and dance its a reflection of her and not you

>>530220
lol both me and my sister tried that she just started guilt tripping us about it

>>530222
yup, that's what happened to me to. serious narcissistic mom hours

she does it all the time

chloe it sounds like your mother is p abusive would that be fair to say

she hasn't hit me in a few years

oh a few years

its not that bad

not all abuse is physical

it used to be a lot worse

im just glad she's somewhat sane now

would it be fair to say that your abusive mother has very negatively impacted your self perception?

i bet she acts extra extra nice when people are visiting

>>530232
she says that too

not like it matters in any meaningful way

who says that?

it does fucking matter chloe. you matter. your fundamental wellbeing should come before everything else in your life because youre you and you are the only you there will ever be and the only one you will ever have.

>>530233
she used to take me into her room and beat me senseless when i acted up while visitors were over

not eating my food fast enough or not completing my homework quick enough

>>530238
fucking hell. yeah you got the bad mom card.

its fine

i mean that sort of stuff is a literal crime

its no

not

as long as its not every day and doesn't like break bones nobody is gonna care

at best its neglect

ik society isnt caught up on to how to raise a kid but that sort of stuff really fucks people up

but you dont have to accept it. you dont have to deny that you are and were mistreated.

theres tons of people with worse parents that end up fine

hope u manage to build your own life and hope u manage to surround yourself with people who treat you really, really well. one day.

and theres kids with perfect parents that end up doing real fucked up shit and being real bad people

but its pretty solidly known that hitting your kid doesnt help them

>>530250
the only people that treat me well are here

and for not eating fast enough? thats literally insane

everyone else uh

i dont talk to anyone else

>>530253
sorry to hear that, but one day you'll find yourself surrounded by more people who treat you well like this too! :)

its fine

i don't know why im talking about any of this

just say im dumb and move on

>>530253
chloe i will be here for you every day as long as you need it

>>530259
its important to talk about, so positive people can help influence your perspective

>>530259
its ok, appreciate you sharing. let's move on, but loads of love to you.

and to just get it out because it will hurt holding it in

nobody else vents here like this and shits up chat for half an hour

you deserve to be happy. you deserve to be your own person.

>>530265
i was gone for a while but that is totally not true lmao

>>530265
nah ive shat up chat on so many occasions u dont even know. im just anon so i get away with venting different problems in different typequirks over different months.

ive seenn some MELTDOWNS

this is more like a conversation

i only shit up this chat a little bit but i have absolutely destroyed a thread or two on other websites. not even with venting just with legitimately bad posting

>>530265
ppl vent here all the time and you are being extremely reasonable.

i think its great that people can vent here and people try to be supportive

and even if you werent? I DONT CARE.

i want to help.

this is a high empathy chat room

omg and now it is a catroom

>>530277
pets

catroom

thats amazing

catroom

so simple so elegant

any anons can vent to me whenever and i would definitely be there for them and maybe help with their probpems if at all possible

>>530287
i get that a lot

things have been getting steadily worse for a while so sorry if it's a little difficult to be positive

things do get worse sometimes yea. the it gets better meme means over a longer period of time though really. like when you get independence and get to a point in life when you can start to like. address shit on your own terms.

>>530289
nah thats totally fair. i spent years like probably a decade suicidally depressed. it can be insanely hopeless and devasting. its ok to not be positive, its just good youre here chatting

im not asking for you to force yourself to be positive in the face of an awful situation.

lovely.

cute grey lad

fella!

>>530276
yeh

FUCK i have to go to the airport and that means i have to take off my girl clothes >:( wish me luck worms

>>530290
this would be an amazing thing if it weren't for the simple fact i have *no ascertainable path* to independence

>>530299
i know that feel, took me a while to get out of my situation. it really is a shit place to be when you're stuck somewhere you don't wanna be and there's no path ahead that makes any sense.

i just want you to take care of yourself however possible. dont blame yourself for your surroundings.

but you just gotta survive until the path becomes apparent. and sometimes stuff has to just go really, really badly before it can get good again. but yeah. here's hoping that's not how things shake out for you.

girls and also numbers #oworacle(this is ok)

>>530302
anon if things get much worse im gonna inevitably eat a bullet

i cant even keep doing what im currently doing for much longer

i thought no school would help with the stress but i cant fucking handle my family and the pressure to be the perfect little kid

why? would dying make you happy? i cant imagine it would.

>>530307
it would be a simple and satisfying conclusion

>>530307
when you're going through some real bad shit, suicidal ideation can seem very, very comforting, like an escape. but ultimately its not a good path irl.

i understand ive been suicidal myself many a time. but my point is death is an end. but not a solution. simple fact of the matter is your problems arent forever and suicide would simply take away the last hopes you have in favor of nonexistence.

i have basically no appetizing option going forward

im weighing between horrific miserable options and so far the best one for all parties involved is to write a letter and get lost at sea

are there any like. orgs near where you are that might help

none that accept trannies

damn that's fucking rough

at least no public ones

they'd be attacked instantly

you made it through today. youve made it through yesterday. youve made it through all 18 years of your life up to this point. take it one day at a time. and please. please. take care of yourself.

i ended up couch surfing for a very long time but my situation was different. i wasnt out so i was essentially just a large, depressed man, so i didn't have the same kinds of safety concerns. i had to manage my disabilities while going through those years. but yea. ended up landing on my feet.

you dont deserve to wind up dead.

you deserve to get away from your mom and be happy.

i haven't checked it in months and i guess today is just 600

im so proud of you.

that's honestly amazing chloe.

its not

not really

yeah looking out for yourself for 600 days is a lot.

it would be a lot bigger if i hadn't blacked out in the shower and came back to with a gash across my neck lol

that is still 600 days you could have hurt yourself. and chose not to. you chose to take care of yourself. 600 days in a row.

wasn't very deep

damn

its so lame

relapsing is a normal part of dealing with things like this

yea relapsing is big normal.