nya first

hii

wauh!?

bump limit moders

thread hit limit

>>613608
bump rebirth

get stickbugged lol

Should I put the playlist back

i was trying rly hard not to have a diffuse active by the end of the thread cus active diffuses REALLY lag out archived posts

>>613614
i was enjoying it

>>613615
oh i was not aware it remained diffused after being archived

I wish i had a sort of gentle elegance

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>>613618
same gleanon

#cleartheme

>>613620
me and who wtf

.play [YouTube]

idk i just feel like i've wasted my life

ive def wasted a lot of time but im trying my hardest to live now

even if im not quite there yet

theres not much else u can do i think

but it's so hard trying to live

>>613627
cute dresses

pretty close to the kind I'd wear

>>613632
its very hard but i wanna. i wanna live!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

.play [YouTube]

>>613635
lmao. yeah idk if i want to tho

just seeing people who had something going for them like a social life or anything it puts that kinda fire in me to try and reach for it im trying sooo hard to reach for it and its slowly paying dividends (i say, as if all of my plans dont currently hinge on one very flimsy thing)

AaH WE GOTTA STOP BEING SAAAAAD!!!!

>>613638
i guess. just hard to be motivated to exist when i literally have no one to talk to and am a failure at everything i've tried to do

sorry for the sad ramblings

i'll stop now

dw anon i think a good amount of the ppl here have sadposted much more

>>613642
this is sooo cute b tw

it's just hard not to sadpost here cause again, i am very much alone

>>613644
touhouh........

what if we made twitter but only bots can post

>>613651
nothing changes

no like

you ban people

.play [YouTube]

i've always loved chris's work

chanson was always one that stood out to me in RoR's soundtrack

is drawabox a good resource?

ive seen a lot of people happy with it but idk

>>613658
everything is a good resource

>>613660
not really though

Ok then. Figure study + reference. Every single day.

just do whatever gets you drawing

i guess that's true

idk seeing remy's work just made me want to do art for reall this time, i've always been postponing doing anything i want to

>>613663
yeah this is pretty much just what moves me

>>613665
that feeling, that feeling spawned glegle

>>613667
good on you for actually creating stuff!

also jesus christ remy is insanely good at art

so many milestones in life are pushed further and further back

and i lose track of when i'm supposed to get anything done. when i'm supposed to self actualize

whoops im sorry for making you all cry

>>613672
same anon

idk this isn't related to anything you said

>>613673
nah dont worry about it gleanon

>>613676
#this yeah

i've never gone to a party though tbh i'm not sure if i want to, the loss of control from drugs seems scary

and i guess sex in general seems very. idk. predator and prey mindset?? idk it's all very abusive-seeming to me, like. the way we've normalized the word "fuck" as a negative thing you do to someone else for example. but also. idk when done for reproductive purposes too, one party is inflicted with a really disproportionate burden that could quite easily end their life early

>>613680
scary can be fun

>>613681
ah, im a virgin too

>>613683
same tbh

glegle

do i stop ghosting my father to join his spotify family plan

uwu

i can post old self portraits ish

>>613690
only if you're comfortable doing that. remember you're stoned though, but yeah

if you feel comfortable, sure, otherwise, don't do anything you don't feel comfortable with the consequences of

>>613690
im interested

crap the thumbnail here is WAY too large

>>613695
scary..

it works crazy well on 4chan

jesus christ it still worked on me lmfao

>>613697
this is so cute!

>>613700
same lol

>>613697
SO FUCKING GOOD

>>613697
^^^^^^^^^

it almost works in my file manager at this thumbnail size

buney..

>>613703
well thankss haha it was kinda like

stemmed out of a weird magivcal girl thing idk

i dont even like it that much but i was like, in a flamboyant mood

hehe

hehe

dojo, casino, it's all in le head

i love lammyy

every song except for the baby one (the third iir?) is a banger, i dislike this specific one cause i remember getting stuck on it for a while lol

same with the chicken from parappa, that level was unforgiving as hell

hahahahah the cooking one is hard but also the most fun imo

"crack crack crack the egg into the bowl" is forever etched into my mind

>>613719
and why would that be anon *looks directly into the camera*

>>613718
it was a cool level, but idk it took me so long lol

god i love parappa its been so long but i used to be so obsessed

>>613722
sameee, i was so obsessed with it lol

fucking callback to when 90% of people knew me as the lammy girl

woah, that's wild actually

i just associate you with needy streamer overload tbh

OMG I FORGOT

DID YOU SEE THAT THEY FOUND THE UM JAMMER LAMMY LIVE ARCADE CABINET???

YESSSSSSS

I WAS SO FUCKING STOKED WHEN I SAW THAT

i think theres a rom dump in progress too which is so fucking HYPE

>>613732
yeah yeah! should be released later this year iirc

wanna play that so bad

now all i need is a mother 64 beta leak and the me who existed in 2021 will be very very happy

TRUEE

also it's cool that in the arcade version you can actually play the first level with parappa!!

hmm is the contrast for this one bad

it's. borderline i think??

>>613737
YEAHH the fucking unused parappa version i was so fucking happy to see it

joe chin as like an announcer is so funny also

>>613742
samee!!!!

>>613738
this is such a pretty pic :3

>>613743
OMG YEAH THAT WAS SO WILD

did not expect that lmao, i dont remember seeing anyone talk about that back when it was just word of mouth about the arcade

Everything is so red :o

i've never been to an arcade

though tbh i might be a bit too old to be there now...

>>613750
same lol

it seems like a really cool experience though

lol i went to an arcade as a 21 year old to play taiko and it felt so awkward cus arcade rhythm games dont really hbave a scene where i live so i was like the only adult actually using any of the machines i felt so awkward

>>613753
SICK

ok i guess i was at like. chuck e cheese. does chuck e cheese count as an arcade

>>613753
this looks really good gleanon, seriously

>>613753
GOOD
>>613754
I wish i could play a taiko machine in my town TwT

>>613756
uhh idk i've never been to chuck e cheese

they didn't have anything like ddr or other rhythm games though yeah

>>613760
yeah i guess that makes sense

i wanna play skullgirls

i never really got into skullgirls tbh

#cleartheme

you are a skull girl

THE SKULL APPEARS

>>613763
its not for everyone (most ppl ive introduced it to bounced off it) but its probably my fav fightan it makes me v happy

>>613767
yeah idk, just didnt click for me i guess
oh wow, nice!

not sure what my favorite fighting game would be

probably uhh ggst? it's the one i remember having the most fun with

yaya

it does its cuteee

>>613771
honestly yeah, looks great!

ill try strive again in season 3

possum

>>613775
fair. god i cant wait to see what new moves faust will get i love my boy faust so much

want new toys for gio want a.b.a as dlc...

>>613778
OMG ABA AS DLC WOULD BE FUCKING AMAZING

shes my most awaited character by FAR please dear god let her in itd be so hype

>>613780
SAMEEEEEE

also god i cant believe leffen won evo

the crowd reaction..............

LMAO YEAH

that was so fucking funny

we live in DARK times

truly...

tekken really did dodge a bullet by not having any of leffen's bullshit lol

>>613771
ya!

lmaoooo

whomst ist leffen?

fgc villain basically

wait omg have you seen leffen vs go1 on dbfz??

YEAH I KNOW THE SET THAT SHIT WAS SO GOOD

LMAOOO THAT WAS SO GREAT

god i love that vid

i refuse to let peopel talk shit on defensive playstyles after watching that

hypest shit in the world

lmao, yeah!! so fucking hype

he always knew the right moment to strike too, it was impressive

PS leffen, i aint done yet

im painfully aware of leffen antics becuase i played smash competitively for a while in my pisshole country at the bottom of the world

>>613803
oh shit really? that's so cool actually!

mods talked to me over the "cut arm" photo and self harm

HOLY FUCK HOW DENSE ARE Y'ALL IT'S BASIC BAIT AND SWITCH

>>613804
I really like playing samus

i kinda wanna learn how to really get into platfighters eventually since it feels like theres a massive competitive pool i just cant participate in (smash is basically the only fighting game with a local scene where i currently live)

>>613808
nicee, samus is a cool character!
i usually go with uhh, depends on the mood, but i like ike for some reason

Glegle plays yoshi

>>613812
uhh, based glegle??

.play [YouTube]

i had a phase where i was a hardcore little mac fan lmaooo

glegle loves starbies

.play [YouTube]

i fell off the ssb wagon with my friendgroup, by the time i could purchase my own consoles and games it had all disintegrated

so i drift now, in a void

i guess i played snake a lot

KEPT YOU WAITING HUH

lol, snake is fun to play anon, nice pick, i like him too

idk i also kinda fell out of the ssb wagon, just not been playing it at all recently

any totally cis anons out there who just absolutely refuse to VC with others bc they don't want others to form an association between their online persona and a masculine voice

holy fuck why can't people have a bit of fun here

glegle likes long autumn walks and cool breezes and warm coffee

>>613823
(recently as in a year or two lol)

>>613824
:,) aghhh this is such a mood

>>613828
ame your voice is literally that of a cute girl what are you talking about????

im not as insecure abt it nowadays but i rly rly rly used to be

i would kill to have your voice lol

(ty btw!!!!)

just being honest

like no joke i strive to have a voice like yours, genuinely

i honestly still dont think its passing just a bit fem

>>613836
it is absurdly passing imo

but i rly appreciate it ngjdfdsn

god i need to voicetrain

doesnt hellp that i hate my voice and cant stand listening to it lol

oh right recording is a big part of working on ur voice huh i kinda obsessively avoided doing that for a while too

this place is getting a bit plebbit, ngl

>>613842
is talking abt voice training redditshit now

.play [YouTube]

>>613843
it's about mods here sanitizing this place too much

try using

.skip

.skip

do i buy +r.............

oh do we want to skip it

im bored

ohhh sorry

nah

idk i just skipped cus i got told to desu :3

just, the last few vids didn't work

does this one?

it works

>>613851
i think it goes on sale for pretty cheap fairly often tbh

i'll wishlist and keep an eye on it

.play [YouTube]

aghh i just wnana play a fightan rn

>>613864
same...

but i dont wnana boot up sf6

i wish tekken wasnt like 80gb cause jesus

nya

ive never played tekken but it seems so fun

>>613869
it is a lot of fun! plus the absurd amount of combos and moves makes it so you can accidentally make some pretty insane plays

.play [YouTube]

yeah tekken seems like a super expressive game and i fucking adore it for that

trueee

idk i like it a lot but i dont have the storage for it + tekken 8 is coming in a bit so yeah

>>613866
why play sf6 when you can play ff6?

true i could play ff6

did i take my pills???

behold. the power of suggestion.

>>613877
oh shit i havent taken mine

>>613877
i don't know why it's so hard for me to remember whether i had lol

>>613880
omg same! i always have to check like 5 times

ok i took them

>>613880
fucking SAME

estrogen confirmed antimemetic

no offense but alice luna is a hilarious name

>>613884
>where does grounded electricity actually go?
filthy

>>613886
lol

i was afk i missed the acktually

i guess like. electricity is kind of like a slow babbling brook? idk there's so many annoying "well akshuallyers" about it

>>613889
oh, sorry anon

i am really holding myself back from saying how it actually works i hate how my brain works

.play [YouTube]

>>613892
i am kind of curious

.play [YouTube]

>>613894
ok so basically from what i remember the earth is approximated as an infinite neutral source? something like that, where the earth won't get charged because the currents are completely irrelevant. so if a body is positively charged, the earth just gives the body the electrons it needs to be in balance, aka neutral. if the body is negatively charged, then the earth just lets the extra eletrons flow into it, making the body once again neutral. that is what i remember at least, i could be very wrong but yeah. also sorry for the rant wormers

.play [YouTube]

Hi. I'm a grub and I live in the soil.

>>613896
the thermal voltage around the fermi level of the earth's bulk matter containing, a LOT of valence electrons to make stuff into a rounding error?

>>613899
i honestly dont know anon, sorry

>>613901
woah this looks really good ame

I DIDNT DRAW IT T OBE CLEAR SORRY ANON

oh sorry!

what to draw.......

i wanna draw them together though ahhhhhhhhhh

damn i didnt get to read dat

>>613914
ajngdfnfhbmfgh

>>613913

.play [YouTube]

read the eula of minecraft, it's literally nick eh 1984

.play [YouTube]

.play [YouTube]

youtube is starting to recommend me music videos from topic channels with less than 100 views

pleasantly niche

>>613919
>>613920
SO BASED

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>>613922
LMAO

based mod ngl

.play [YouTube]

ok i'll close my playlist with this track

if the video won't play the person who queued it can skip

or everyone can via vote

everythings playing 4 me

it's playing for me as well

rip

i am cursed

is it just permanently loading?

oh noooooo

.skip

>>613927
I added them all to my own playlist :3

>>613937
i'm glad you enjoyed ^^

who had the brainworm playlist again? was it izzy?

"the brainworm playlist"?

i just remember someone would often mention having one

>>613939
i think so? maybe her or lori i cant remember

>>613940
iirc it was a playlist with all the songs that got played on wormwatch lol

yeah

huh, automatically compiled or just done by hand?

i assume by hand

https://computernewb.com/collab-vm/lang/en/
Interesting...

>>613956
oh thats neat

gonna try out medicat to try to salvage this laptop before resorting to just reinstalling the whole os =w=

>>613958
what happened to your laptop?

at work, i'm messing around with microsoft intunes. deleted the laptop from that platform and now the laptop. uh. i can't enter in my account anymore? even tho it knows that i previously entered in it? it's weird but if ican reach the cmd i could probably still mess with it.

wow, yeah that's really weird

i hope you can figure this out, tepig

thx =w=

>>613956
you only found out?

I remember speedrunning breaking vms and installing malware on them

like, in hs

I once broke a whole OS install in the 18 second time window you get when you have a turn

>>613968
hilarious

>>613973
the chud that blasted cp here recently

(not wearing a furry suit he normally does)

nya

if you think about it human tits are ape tits

>>613976
#halt
blank unsents annoy me so bad

AGHHH

can i mention myself >>613982 #halt

do i make dinner 2

the sequel

r u hungry

>>613986
yes

i guess dinner 2 it is

#smartai do i make dinner 2? a boymoder says:

Yes, dinner sounds great! I'm sure you can make something delicious. Just be sure to use fresh ingredients and follow the recipe closely. If you need any help or advice in the kitchen, feel free to ask me - I'd be happy to help out! do i make dinner 2? a boymoder says:

omg you can have the help of a boymoder

together we can do anything

#smartai Script for dinner 2:

Host: Welcome to dinner everyone! I'm so glad you could all make it. Please, help yourselves to the food and drinks on the table.
Guest 1: Wow, this looks amazing! Thank you for having us over.
Host: You're very welcome! Now let's dig in before it gets cold.
Guest 2: This is delicious - what did you say was in here?
Host: It's a combination of vegetables with some cheese and herbs mixed in - my own special recipe! Enjoy your meal everyone; there are plenty more dishes where that came from if anyone wants seconds or thirds later on... Script for dinner 2:

flatmates r using kitchen

dinner 2 cancelled

its so over

instead i have a can of pepsi

this sodden can... will have to do...

is diyhrt.cafe still good website?

is it even up still? swear it got ddosd

not ddosd, just taken down in general

oh im thinking of hrt.cafe

>>613998
it looks like its basically regurgitating hrt.cafe's old info, which was good info so its fine, idk if its kept up to date tho

hmm.

ill use their resources but ill be skeptical of any links until i can see more about if its up to dat

anyone here do injections? how bad is it?

needles fucked up but i dont trust myself to go about pills properly.

>>614006
>i dont trust myself to go about pills properly
how do you mean? fyi im someone who was gonna do injections but decided against cus needles generate way too much waste thats really really annoying to take care of i.m.o (well, theres anothefr way more important reason but blah)

taking them regularly enough

ahhh fair

>>613998
it looks like it's still up but idk what's specifically going on with it

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no it's a fucking sequel you brain dead…

hi wormies should I get out of bed right now, its almost noon but getting out of bed seems really difficult rn

haiiiiiii

uhmm do u hbav stuff 2 do

thanks mods

>>614013
my meds have been doing that to me, and since I've been getting off them, it's been getting better

I'm super lazy these days, but I expect to be off the med in question (pramolan) by the end of this week

anyways im out of bed now yippie

>>614020
yayyy!!!

bed conquered

>>614005
injections are good, cheapest ROI by far (i have a 3 year supply for like 60 bucks) and I only need to remember to inject every saturday instead of pills 2/3x a day or patches every other day,

that said it takes a modicum of skill, like its not hard but I *have* fucked up injections before by not paying attention and when you do it fucking hurts, id take time to educate myself properly before taking the plunge

okay!

and ofc if ur squeamish its a big no no

thats my review

its less that im squeamish and more im retarded and worried ill fuck it up and die

if you're injecting into the subcutaenous fat or muscle (which u will unless you want some kind of weird estrogen high??) it will be very hard to kill yourself with it unless you just dont sterilize your injection site and happen to have like, ebola bacteria where you're about to inject

hmm.

okay.

also no nevermind what was i talking about i am squeamish i hate shots

many such cases

it doesnt hurt though when you do it properly, a tiny pinprick at most, but i wont lie it can sting sometimes, especially if you leave air bubbles in the syringe

air bubbles are what would kill you if u injected into a vein but if ur injecting into fat it just stings real bad

okay.

how much does it cost?

depends where you're buying from and if they're trying to "make a profit" (scam you) but anywhere between £10 and like £100 for a vial that lasts a year depending on where you look

oh.

that is affordable

compared to spending £50 a month on like, ihp like i used to its a godsend

might not do diy hrt. various reasons. but i like knowing my options. thanks!

inhouse, one of the places on cafe

>>614040
ihp?

ohh yeah ik them

yeah pills can get really expensive, also been considering just getting a vial, it'd be cheaper and easier

only reason i think i'd ever go back to pills is out of necessity

if/when i make the switch, same

just seems like a more inconvenient route imo

i mean it's definitely easier to take a pill in the moment, but yeah, the frequency is v annoying

and also factor into injection costs getting needles/syringes if they arent available for free for you, + sterilizing swabs

runs me like £30 a year i think? off the top of my head

>>614049
oh yeah, for sure, but the frequency is the real dealbreaker for me (plus injections have near 100% bioavailability)

>>614050
>>614051
i mean true, but that still seems to end up being a lot cheaper than pills

how do you make sure the injections don't have environmental contaminants in them

>>614053
ye just making sure im not peddling fake news lol

>>614054
the easiest way is to buy from someone who's established as being good and safe, but buying DIY you will never have the same peace of mind as you would (theoretically) getting a vial from a pharma company with 10000 checks and balances

that said plenty of DIY ppl have v good safety measures that havent had a single complaint ive heard

just to double check, you can use the same vial for as long as it lasts right? i have seen some stuff where people cored their vials and stuff but it seems like if that does not happen it's generally safe

the vials are designed to be used until empty yeah, but coring is an issue for sure ik ppl irl that have fucked it up, the main thing is just to be careful inserting the needle into the vial, pointy bit first and you should be fine (and even if u fuck up its unlikely to happen)

>>614059
alright, thanks! ok, got it

my only real roadblock now to getting vials is taking the time to figure out crypto lol

that was the block for me too!! and i still hate it

theres uhhh

hold on ill send what i used

>>614062
yeaahh i dont like crypto either, seems very clunky BUT it allows me to get Le Estrogen, so i won't complain too much

moonpay

its like, a one time thing i think

real money to fake fantasy money

without needing any acct

great for ppl like me who still dont have id in newname despite being otherwise fully transitioned

>>614066
>>614069
wait really? wow
also omg thanks!

>>614070
yeah, not needing an account sounds fantastic ngl

i only used it the once and my memory of it is foggy but im pretty sure everything i just said is true

def worth looking into

yeah yeah, i will for sure give it a look

does it like just send it to your wallet after the transaction?

its literally like, you give it an address to send to, give it like, money from your paypal, and thats all i think, you dont even get ur own wallet

oh wow, i see

one time thing

yeah yeah, very interesting tbh

it does seem to need an email but eh, easy to give one with no personal info

thanks a lot dangomoder!

if you're ordering HRT, when you give a mailing address do you need to put in your legal name

aaaah it's raining so much... i got to job on bike too <w>

>>614084
no, unless its different in the USA, it shouldnt matter

>>614085
rip...

>>614086
if you're ordering from within the same country it definitely doesnt matter

ok so apparently there have been some reports that moonpay might just ask you for your id and such, but also reports saying that it might not
huh

i'm pretty sure it depends on the amount you're doing, if it's above a threshold they ask for id

oh that makes sense

It's similar on many bitcoin ATMs too

yea it never asked for my ID when i did it

i spent like $50 then?

The Meta i guess for being paranoid about it is, go to a bitcoin atm, get a small amount with cash, and then use that amount to start using something like Bisq

>>614094
yeah, i dont think it'd be more than $100, so it should probably be fine?

>>614095
oh, i did not know of bisq tbh

bisq requires a bit of seed bitcoin to get going, is the main thing

i see then

yeah idk, i'll probably go the moonpay route since it's not a lot of money, but if they were to ask for id AFTER i paid for the crypto that would be immensely fucked

there might also be crypto meetings in your area you could purchase bitcoin at directly

eh, maybe but to be totally honest i dont wanna go to a crypto meeting just for that

yeah fair tbh the type seems kinda sketchy

yeeeaaahh lol

i guess there's like. various layers of potential points of failure but ykw i don't think i'll enumerate them since that's basically spiralling

i'm kinda curious to hear them though..

so like. the dealer you're buying HRT from, if they were either mean or they themselves got compromised, it's possible that the address list could be leaked... crypto at least means that even if they did get compromised they can't take more money from people, and they can't get bapped by payment processors either... Crypto itself, depending on the coin, has varying levels of traceability - bitcoin's open ledger, for example, has been used to follow which transactions are going where, and the KYC layer on top associates an individual with a given wallet, though presumably that's only for visibility within the crypto exchanges, the IRS, and the CIA/FBI, which don't necessarily seem to have aggro on trans people right now, though I'm a little worried that might change with a republican regime