i wonder if i will ever be a neet again

#f8ball (the thread of prophecy is severed - unearth a saved worm to restore the weave of f8, or persist in the doomed world you have created)

ono

#ai unearth a saved worm!

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#f8balk

#f8ball (perilous)

what does this mean...

#8ball (nope) will i ever be a NEET again?

can you use in a thread title?

I DONT WANNA B A WAGIE 4EVR WAAAAAAAAAAAH

>>688769
creo q no

/~ i mean this

idk

maybe

let me go make a thread somewhere

or u can do it im lazy

#8ball (not a chance) can i pretty pls be a NEET again some day

>>688776
i tried making a thread on /b/ it doesn't let me for some reason

#8ball (yes) kfc fo dinner to night?

i will def b a neet agn someday... well... im not sure bring in-between jobs is being a neet

welp

you heard the balls

lowercase username comeback!!

>>688779
awesome

i hate being a neet a wanna be a functional human bean

i hate being a functional human bean

and get money

honestly i just want the money

yeah

steal it!

i like money but like

work just saps the life out of me and like... bad...

>>688790
ive considered turning to crime but its a bit too late for that

im outta da street life

damnit

i hate capitalism

fr

and just thinking of working 4 the rest of my life makes me sick

in my empire we will force all of the people i dont like to work and take their wealth

based

id like working if i could find a good workplace

my last job was suicide inducing because i was working with conservative bigots (admittedly not as bad as american conservatives or other places in the world)

but over 2 years it really wore me down

oh yeah thats not great

if i want a chance to not work with bigots i need to flew to a different a country

i want more free time and i dont want 2b drained when i have it

>>688805
come to canada we have political asylum for gays

>>688807
they don't give it like that

they expect you to move to the nearest "tolerant" country

oh

rip

there's like almost no place other than canada where i could get NB transition through official systems

#8ball (nope) quit my job

i dont want 2 deliver pizza

start an of

but i dont want 2 do anything else

>>688815
im not hot enuf and also i think i wud be rly grossed out by weird guys and also just the whole thing

>>688812
oh wow

tbf it wouldn't be too hard to diy it as long as i don't live fasces like rn

>>688817
thats fair yeah its not everyone's cup of tea

i only want ppl im close w 2c my naked body

>>688819
yeah diy seems rather accessible nowadays if you have money/depending on the country

>>688812
damn...

i cant type on fucjiugn mobile

no more swipe type but also i like swipe type i just don't like when it messes up

need a physical keyboard

>>688822
i just need minuscule amounts of E + ratofixen + regular blood tests

what is ratofixen

>>688826
typing on touch screens is the worst invention of the 20th century

>>688828
Selective Estrogen Receptor Modulators

its like E except without the boobs

>>688827
yeah v doable

altho idk how available serms are for diy

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>>688833
SERMs are way more available than E actually

oh damn

>>688827
not having a dominant sex hormone in ur body is not good

but im sure u kno that

fun fact: pickles and coffee dont sit well in the stomach

>>688839
urgh

mico stummy hurt???

>>688837
that's why you need SERMs and E

lil bit

raloxifene is used to treat osteoporosis in older women without aggravating breast cancer risk

serms are in fact hormones but im not sure whether they fufill all necessary functions of a hormone

how do serms impact the receptors

#smartai how to serms work?

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#ai what would happen to a person with equal estrogen and testosterone?

If a person has equal levels of estrogen and testosterone, they may experience physical changes such as increased body fat, decreased muscle mass, breast enlargement in men (gynecomastia), and facial hair growth in women. They may also have emotional or psychological effects such as mood swings or difficulty concentrating. what would happen to a person with equal estrogen and testosterone?

>>688855
estrogen is cool but i like having a flat chest :з

#smartai how do select estrogen receptor modulators work?

Select estrogen receptor modulators (SERMs) are a type of medication that act on the body's estrogen receptors. SERMs can either activate or block these receptors, depending on their chemical structure and where they bind to them in the body. When activated, SERMs mimic the effects of natural estrogens in certain tissues while blocking it elsewhere. This allows for selective targeting of specific areas with hormone therapy without affecting other parts of the body as much as traditional hormones would do. The most common uses for SERM medications include treating menopausal symptoms such as hot flashes and vaginal dryness; preventing osteoporosis; reducing risk factors associated with breast cancer; and managing endometriosis-related pain. how do select estrogen receptor modulators work

iirc testosterone that's able to bind to sites is antiestrogenic

and estrogen is antiandrogenic :3

if you get enough to shut down the HPG axis, at least

yea

i love estrogen!

my friend just got on spiro and has to wait a month before e because they wanted to check levels before does that sound normal

spiro is bad

>>688856
bad

depleting the dominant hormone without anything to replace it + spiro is a Shit drug

>>688856
i'm inclined to think ratfuckery

like. why not take the reading so you have your baseline and then start estrogen immediately

like. what you want to have is readings of liver proteins and prolactin baselines so you know if something is wrong

yeah it doesnt sound right

so many endos are incompetent

tfw still waiting for my ref to endo

i mean. i guess it could be worse. they could prescribe no antiandrogen. though tbh i'm not sure how effective spiro is on its own i'm pretty sure it needs the support of estrogen to be particularly effective

>>688865
i believe in u

>>688866
some ppl can get away w monotherapy from the start but def not most

well i was more like. nothing prescribed at all

i guess if someone has elevated estrogen could they just do an AA?

"watchful waiting" to see if the "problem goes away by itself" (it will go away by :))

"watchful waiting" til the patient kills themselves and you don't have to deal with them anymore

real

i hate the state of trans healthcare

also real

if they were realtrans, they would've . if they persisted but got masculinized, they're a faketrans bc they look more masculine now

and this is canada of all places too kinda wild

>>688878
so real

if i get a job soon im just gonna diy

do you wanna full ftm or nb transition?

the neet2wagie pipeline

ftm???

i mean im gonna take what i can get from e and idk

>>688883
mtf woops tehe ;3

>>688881
#change ftm to mtf

mtft(non-transitioning)m

im mtftmtf rn

ltl

lewo to lewo

mtftmtftmtftmtftmtftmtftmtftmtftmtftmtftmtftmtftmtftx

could've started when i was like 18-19 but realistically i couldnt have but i couldve

welp time to play the song of time to relive my entire life again

ar

Arroyo in Capital Mode

oh yeah uh. normal

ar

>>688896
#8ba

very normal

>>688896
#8ball (signs point to yes)

>>688888
oh also checkem #oracle (heinously based)

HEINOUSLY BASED

lmaooo

thats so me

>>688892
how old r u now

27

waow

>>688888
#h8ball (NO)

old!

yeah im a fricking dinosaur

:P

oh that's, close to how old i am too

27yo neetgirl

well i was working and had my own apartment and gf and all that

i netmoded for the past 3-4 years after graduating college

rite

but i quit and let depression take over

i am just... idk... im smth... wagie... 20yo... soon2b 21...... wasting my early 20s... not in college cuz am dropout w ged + broke

>>688906
youre 8 years older than me woah

net and not neet bc one of the four letters was missing

but covid remote work meant that i just stayed in my studio apartment forever

>>688919
im like your big sis now

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#itsover (1071) 4me rn but maybe things will get bettr

things will get better

#f8ball (unclear) help

...

dont listen to f8ball. listen to me #8ball (nah)

hm

>>688929
fuck 8ball 2 8ball is betrayibg me

these lyrics arent even right

>>688932
good girl

>>688932
#give

blushing

idk i don't really like rap the lyrics are very aggressive a lot of the time?
I guess there's also chiller rap, i like that more

>>688937
rap is very varied. hip-hop is one of the biggest genres ever with lots of history and a wide span

>>688937
thats why i like it

>>688938
also this

.play [YouTube]

"rap" is the greatest genre of all time

the art of language

cant belive i used to be one of those shitheads that thought rap was crap

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can sm1 like uhh idk poke me and pinch my cheeks or smth

>>688947
yeah

waow

activates mommy mode

o///o

.skip

waow

im eepy

tucks you in

awaa

idk they just keep talking about how rich or horny they are

i wonder if reci is asleep yet

>>688957
if youre talking about this song thats the point its like, theyre not even rich ppl

i told her i was getting ready 4 bed like an hr ago lol

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