dynu is good site

tyy

whts irc

i wish dynu got more pph tbh i can only check it like once a month

>>837477
there's a few altchans like that I think it's kind of nice checking in every while to see. it reminds me of like old irc

i should get my rss reader going again

i'm too zoomer to know what old irc was like

i never was around back in the day but i like old tech so i've heard abt it

.play [YouTube]

ohhhhh okay

i feel like the internet was cooler back in the day but i know damn well as a tranny it would've felt more lonely

ty

i m mostly on like niche social media type things

>>837492
a lot of forums have been dead for like half a decade or more

iam just recently exploring othr stuff like chat boards bc ididnt know very much lolz

>>837487
i got a lot of my family to go to signal and most of my time on the internet is youtube, mastodon, and here

oohhhh

i wanna get on more forums but that takes effort

i'm still too normal and use reddit mostly. my nerd cred is in shambles tbh

this is the first alt-chan i've been on

i only use reddit for obscure questions to be awhuanest

>>837493
i got off reddit escept for one purpose after all the api stuff, plus the stuff i was looking at on reddit wasn't the best for my mental health

i have looked at 4chan a few times in my life nd it has caused me to take permaneynt psychic damag

>>837495
it shows up in search results when trying to look for info

>>837501
some r still alive ya but idk it makes me kind of sad seeing some really cool forums and its like the lsat post is from 2 years ago and its some spambot

>>837488
a lot of youtubers i watch have forums and other stuff, like gamers nexus

>>837500
that is sad

there's a fetish forum i lurked on and the discussion stuff kinda died a few years back, which sucks cause that place started in like 1995

do yu all not rly liek mainstream socials

google groups is cool

>>837504
i watch youtube for music and i sometimes browse my twitter timeline

>>837504
most of my irl friends use insta which i can't stand. i still use youtube a lot and reddit as previously mentioned.

>>837504
i try to get away from it because i feel like it makes the internet more interesting to look at sites that aren't the normie sites, plus i don't feel like my brain is rotting that much

thats so understanndable >>837507 >>837506 >>837508

twitter is fun if u follow the right people

i luv you toob

i was on twitter for a sec and it was very fast brain rot

twitter is so um

i think all mainstream socia medias are somewhat like that most of it is unusable and horrible but if u filter it right there's some fun stuff

its not good

twitter is not even worth mentioning tbh. i've never met a twitter user that's not fucking insane

like i never used tiktok in my life but some of them seem prtty funny

tiktok is so fun >>837517

>>837516
im insane so maybe that's why i enjoy it

i was on tiktok for a bit and it hijacked my brain. It was all trans girl microcelebs which was cool but it became A Problem. there's a particular person i'll check up on once in a while but it's hard to use that site if ur not logged in because they're demons

i use twitter some times but like i dont talk 2 othr ppl or engage in communities there

>>837521
yaa i don't actually chat in it rlly

any ofu ever go to a psych ward

one of my friends went and had a lot of fun and met people but the one iw ent to they just kept me locked in a room for like 7 days

>>837520
omfg micro celebrities drive me crazy

last february. i'm pretty close to going back recently tbh

>>837523
kid of

kind of

>>837526
#hug

if it wasn't 1000 dollars a day i'd probably go stay there for a month or two

>>837520
i hate sites where u hvae to log in

>>837530
i get it i wantd to go awhile ago but the ones in my area also are religious based :/ it suks

i don't like twitter for that

i think there's some like alternative sites you can use that let you use the website without lgoging in

>>837523
i've been on overnight observation at the hospital that's it

doctors r evil

>>837532
that's gross. that's legit the only type of hospital i wouldn't be able to stand

>>837525
yeah... parasociality is fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun

fuck the parasocial gene. i wish they gene edited it out of me

the only mental facilities ive been to have been like the small kind for teens when i was a teens

evil evil doctotrs

i try to just ignore ppl on socia l medias following and just absorb th e content idk if that makes sens

.play [YouTube]

>>837526
#hug i hope ur ok claire

>>837544
getting up to max dose of prozac antidepressant soon so hopefully that will make it easier. thanks for the well wishes

>>837526
#hug

I've never been to a psych ward but multiple family members have and it's never been good

>>837545
good luck i hope that works 4 you

>>837547
after getting out of a psych ward i wanted to kill myself more tbh

so boring

i have had a few old irl friendz who went and some online too, i hvaent heard great things about larger facilities

>>837549
psych ward was both the most stressful and the easiest week of my life. i wish i could go there without being on involuntary hold

>>837545
hoping it does make it easier!!

i slept

i hear a lot of ppl jsut basiaclly get ignored by the nurses/staff nd liek get abused emotionally and also booty juice

>>837549
that's most of what i've heard

>>837552
yaa Its kind of Nice not having Anything 2 do

i Mean im a neet kind of so i don't rlly have AnyThing 2 do but like idk I don't trust Myself

i Wish someone culd watch over me

but doctors R evil I think so like a cute bf

i am in too much school education employment and training pls help me

neeting is harder than psych ward cause you gotta feed yourself and such. other than not getting let outside enough i liked getting taken care of in the hospital

i don't get how ppl can neet unless they get disability checks and even then the checks barely cover enough to buy ramen for the month where i live

really i trust my mom with my life more than i ever do myself lol

>>837563
i get disability

>>837565
i hope it is going okay and not like crushing or anything like lonely :( i know it can b har

i wont do it 4ever

i probably will Go to like College sometime

only 2 years

>>837566
my life is Good im just Rlly rlly Lazy and can't find the motivation 2 rlly do much but I think it will change sometime

i wish I had more friends i have 0 irl and like 3 ppl on my discord lol

d

>>837568
not worth it tbh its bad mental health any% speedrun now

>>837570
real

college is. um........... yeah

idk how i fucking cope with school (it's the alcohol)

>>837573
i tried to go to uni and by the end i got a weed addiction, scarred legs, and my current gf.

worth it honestly

i go to university and i learned that i have maybe more addictive genes than i thot

>>837576
hope my mom buys more alcohol soon so i cna stesal it

my bar has expanded to triple the number of bottles recently

my best friend offed ;-;

since 2016 my onlin efriend

very sad

>>837581
i'm really sorry to hear that nia that must be difficult to deal with

>>837578
same, weed

i also got addicted to nicotine at a grocery store job because everyone there is

it might have really been better to just not sleep at all. my body is actually shakey rn

>>837581
im so sorry </3

rigt now i am addicted 2 caffiene but i have been since chidlhood

oo im happy with my sleepschedule right now i finally sleep at like night time

i stay up by accident for a month

rlly hard to fix

>>837590
i get it i am on meds that make me awake Wired

>>837581
oof i'm sorry #hug

the samr meds make me not hungry ever too

i'm addicted to caffeine, like i drink about 1L a day and that's the smallest amount i can tolerate

>>837581
oh my god i'm so sorry, i hope you are ok

ahrarhgth i have a video on in the bg and i just tuned in to it for one sec and the person is saying something about horses killing ppl what

>>837596
ya its just weird not having them around anymore for me, it been like a year around i think. idk i was having a lot of fun trying to therapy them to make them happier but i guess it didn't work

>>837597
horses r strong they can buck really hard i think

>>837598
#hug #hug #hug

>>837598
#hug you are doing amazing

im proud of you for still being here after that

>>837598
#hug

>>837598
#hug i'm sorry

>>837595
gosh

caffeine more like craffeine (cringe caffeine)

how dew you get yr caffine intake

>>837598
oh gosh im so sry

:(

suicide hurts a lot

yea :( for sure , i cant imagine ia m so sorry for anyone who has gone through that here and you are doing great and you are so strong

>>837605
When I worked in a grocery store freezer I would drink like 4 monsters plus 5-6 caffeine pills & I was stoned all the time. Once I got to the front counter I stopped the pills and slowly lowered how much monster I was drinking cause I was having panick attacks in front of customers and ppl thought I was on coke

i barely ever drink caffeine im like always sleepy its my natural state

i try to expend very little energy most of the day just be easy and free

i wish coffein worked 4me. ive just had a 1h40m "sleep" and am trying to not die

alright everyone gotta go
hope you all have a great time!!
#debrainworm (USER WAS DEBRAINWORMED FOR THIS POST)
thanks everyone :)

baibai

i haven't had chai tea in so longgggg i Need 2 try it Again

byeee\

>>837617
nini

i like rednull

>>837617
have a good night! #hug

bye azy

bull

>>837622
redbull classic is alright but i liked the sugar free more

have you ever had red bull and vodka? my friends call it a "no jaeger no bomb"

o and i being next to each other is the ned of me

>>837627
i dont think so but onr time i mixed the amber redbull with liek a mikes hard lemonade and then some random hrad liquor mix soem random person brought LOLZ

>>837627
no but i had white monster and vodka

i blacked out but it was really god

>>837631
#replace god with good

>>837630
that sounds better tbh redbull is kinda gross

>>837631
#replace good with good

>>837633
the sugar free redbull is good imo but i don't wanna try mixing it with vodka

i hatr sugara free stuff rrrr

but tbh nowadays I drink coffee cause it's cheaper

coffee amkes me shit seconds after i even think about drinkikng it

>>837640
that is very fair

>>837577
#hug

god damn

ok now i actually want it back

dms?

the creature

sure

i mean idk what or who u were gonna runespeak

did runespeak go away?

>>837652
oh yeah runespeak was actually rly useful for vent

is opworm upgrading it to break runereader or smth

i dont knwo about runespeak

しはしくきになちいすくになきくちきちきならくこそこ

budget runespeak

is taht real japanese

>>837657
me either i came on here like a week ago

>>837660
no

>>837661
oh i thoight u were naatchi

lol idk how to speak that

but My keyboard Can input It

ohhh

i speak some chines e so i get excited when i see kanji but themn i realize it is Not chinese and idk what the hell it says

i know a TINY amt of japanese

china is cool

need to learn japanese to play obscure untranslated jrpgs

>>837669
its so pretyt i want to go there, the nature is very beautiful and underrated in my opinyun

>>837671
me 222222

>>837665
what keyboard?

>>837673
its Jus windows Ime but I use a logitech k270 its a cheap membrane keyboard but i rlly love it

comfy

>>837670
need to learn japanese to read obscure untranslated yuri manga

i want to learn liek languages that sound fun

>>837676
also this

>>837676
most visual novels r untranslated i think

so true