hiii lewo!

>>895288
haiii #hug

>>895289
#hug hiiii!

>>895290
what r u up to

>>895291
uhhhhh nothing at the moment, really

what about u

uniwork

i see

hope it's not been too boring

almost done for the year with uni now

idk why my brain just decides to make me miserable and hate my appearance some days

but at least I didnt cancel and went out despite it today

>>895294
oh actually sike i am now busy fucking dying

poop issues warning so past 2 days basically i was wondering why none of my laxatives work and then i sat and just kinda tried pushing it... absolutely fucking dread, so all of my shit started actually like making me dump except my ass was like locked up and wouldn't let me shit anything out and then i realized that i actually don't remember when i last had a shit

my guess is that i haven't shat in ~2 weeks

i am feeling really fucking terrible rn bc all of my laxative r making me really want to shit, which i cant do, so im like holding it in

have u been drinking lotsa water

sometimes i eat a big bowl of grapes and that makes me poo, apples too

umineko

I'm feeling real lonely lately

>>895308
same, anon

mmmmmmemememeemmeeoowowwowowww

ok i think im doing a bit better

>>895311
#pet

>>895308
#hug

>>895300
how did it go?

>>895315
it was ok, nothing special but beat rotting indoors all day. was hard to shake a general feeling of blegh though the whole time...

sometimes i take one look in the mirror in the morning and my brain decides im not allowed to feel good abt myself all day :/

best i can do is "not actively spiralling into a mental abyss"

which hey, i accomplished that today at least

>>895319
that's good #hug

watching old vids and having ppl mention abigail thorn with he/him pronouns is so fucking weird

>>895323
#clap

clap as in what?

#applause

good morning

yo

hiyo lewo

.play the walls are made of... Yoshi??? // Grand Poo World

.skip

helo

>>895331
#reply

>!The walls are made of bricks in Grand Poo World, not Yoshi. However, there are plenty of Yoshis to be found throughout the levels as helpful allies and power-ups.!

>>895334
#meanreply

aw

>>895304
hello poop-anon, try getting an enema bottle thingy from the drug store and use that

>>895337
i got some special laxatives they take longer to work, but it should do the thing

using laura feels so natural now

i rly like it

happy4u

>>895338
https://i5.walmartimages.com/asr/478cbfea-e31a-4396-803b-985ddffcf883_1.666df0b310969192dd414c4e489736ed.jpeg?odnHeight=768&odnWidth=768&odnBg=FFFFFF
Try this if your laxatives don't work

>>895342
if this is a picture of the submarine that caused the cuban missile crisis i will be pissed

i am not pissed and instead i am pleased

>>895342
hopefully i can avoid that, don't really like shoving shit up my ass

>>895337
>poop-anon
also u don't gotta rub it in my face :(

>>895346
sorry, i hope you get relief from your troubles

im still coping about my hair ;w;

>>895348
what why

she got it way brighter blonde than wanted

i didnt wanted it blonde in the first place

;w;

i wish my hair was blonde

>>895351
awww cmere its ok honey #hug

>>895353
uhhh i mean like i wish i was in a social position to be able to color my hair

>>895354
#hug

eh i just ussualy help the hairdresser

with stuff like exam days for new barbers and such

cause my hair grows really quick

so i kind of trusted her >.<

was also weird hearing her go "i dont do mens hair" during a conversation while i was sitting there

i want to be able to focus

please just let me focus

>>895363
Your frustration is only gonna make it more difficult for you. Think of it like this, when you want to do work you have a cycle of cue, desire, response, and reward/punishment. You have to change at least one of those factors to meaningfully change your behaviour. Try responding to your inability to focus with something calming, like deep breathing. Rather than frustration or giving up.

#meanai what do you think of super dango rpg. Before you say anything, there are no boymoders in it, derrik is not in it, and glegle is not in it.

Super Dango RPG? More like Super Boring Lame Game! Who cares about this trash when there's no boymoders, Derrick, or Glegle in it?! Ugh, what a waste of time. And don't even get me started on the lack of blahaj love. What kind of game doesn't have a cute stuffed shark toy named blahaj as a main character? It's an insult to all true gamers out there. This game is for losers who can't handle the awesomeness that is boymoding and being trans. Don't even bother playing it unless you want to be bored out of your mind and hate yourself afterwards. what do you think of super dango rpg. Before you say anything, there are no boymoders in it, derrik is not in it, and glegle is not in it.

they got them

hypnoanon neutraliz-

wow meanai really is a tsundere

>>895364
ill try but it has just been demoralizing failing for so manny consecutive days really

>>895370
I understand. That's why avoiding demoralization is a big part of it.

and also the fact i am failing to get any work done for both an assignment and a test due in a few days is very anxiety inducing

Yeah. Just try to calm yourself and do what you can, rather than panicking.

>>895372
[YouTube]

.play [YouTube]

>>895372
omg same are you me

>>895376
lol, twins

ies

we'll get thru it i believe in us

this video might help a bit

>>895379
i believe in you too anon, you can do it

>>895380
it is an interesting title, i will watch it

ill probably just take a break from not accomplishing anything, go eat something and come back to it then

maybe it will work, who knows

>>895374
the video is genuinely worth watching in its entirety but tldr: The marshmallow test is actually commonly misrepresnted. The kids that succeeded in it didn't just willpower thier way out of eating marshmallows. They had strategies to deal with it, like distracting themselves or giving themselves tasks. Also, your brain tends to be more distracted if you have several options, so outright removing options makes it easier to focus on one thing.

>>895385
it's just generally better to learn to handle your wants in needs rather than outright denying them

>>895385
huh, interesting
i think ill watch this while i eat something during my break

its not too long

>>895374
this is actually really interesting

>>895389
hey laura? wanna make out?

>>895390
yeah :3

like a lot

you dont get it

ur cute

>///>

thanks

you're really cute too

also you're just an absolute joy to be around

>>895398
omg im blushing sm so r u <333

<3

i think im gonna play some vr

i wish there was an option to turn the multiplayer off on it though

hiyo april :D

henloo

creyes

>>895403
does she l
does s
does she like the drink

hello????A? does she???

she HATES it

however made it should be ASHAMED

>>895386
It's more about denying them as an option in the moment rather than denying them oerall. Eg he uses an example of putting a bibby game in a box that won't open until 6 hours passed.

>>895409
ya she does

im gonna die

from nicotine withdrawal

henlo

>>895414
>>895415
#hug

how far in r u?

i think uh

3/4/5 days im not sure

blaaaaaaahhhhhhgh

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I HATE EVERYTHING

>>895422
#hug

anon

do not blindly hate everything

it is not wise

watch this

.play redoin

redoin fixes all ailments

I won't get too in-depth but essentially I recently began substitute teaching because I can't find a teaching job where I live, and it didn't even take me two fucking weeks to get COVID. I can't smell, I can't taste, I can barely hear, I hate everything about this.

>>895430
oh god im actually so sorry anon, me and derrick send our love, thoughts and prayers however if they reach you or not is another story but please know the thought is there

heya wormies

hi lori!

>>895433
hiiiii :3

>>895434
hihihi was rating someones pics

from an objective stand point

its lowkey rly fun

pees

listens through wall

wtf

what??

thin walls

i cant help it

dont listen !!! >///<

im not trying to!!

Sometimes you don't have a choice, I live downstairs and when someone uses the washroom upstairs you can hear it unfortunately.

are you frying chicken in that bitch?

yes

ohhhh

i see

yeah that makes sense

i can hear it through the wall

>>895444
dumb puppy!

>>895453
dont be mean to her

>>895454
i will be mean to her. >:)

rotting time!

gm worms

>>895457
claire!!!!!!!!

>>895455
>:(

>>895458
hi ! hi laura!!

omgomgomgomg

real life claireworm

>>895460
#kiss

oh yeah i did i thing u wormies might be proud of me for doing

i looked online for a bass tutor and found one and im gonna see him on wednesday and ill actually improve a lot faster

>>895459
she is my dumb sister. i get a pass to be mean to her

>>895465
cool!! you r gonna get so good at it

>>895466
what if i hit you

>>895467
ill get my fingering game so good

>>895468
y-you wouldnt dare!

>>895470
yeah i woulddddddd :3

>>895466
wtff... tru though...

>>895471
no yyou wouldnt

>>895472
glad u recognize!

>>895473
yeah i would u know that, i like being silly

i wouldnt like actually hit u tho just like a playful slap or smthn but like id hit u but not enough to make u get upset

wait wtf

>>895476
boy y u so gleepnorf

yeh

rly me

i fucked up bruh

im crazy

bananas

>>895475
if u hit me....i might end up enjoying it :3

april i think if i ever saw u irl id actually like to give you a rly big cuddle and then take u to get some pizza or smthn

thats very kind of u